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[like_whoa]

i remember the days when all i wanted was to die....for some reason im starting to feel like that again...
im not getting anything out of life...so...what is the purpose?? dont worry im not gonna go and try to kill myself...im just waiting for my time, but i hope it comes soon

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[onfire_4him]

I don`t know hwta you`re going through, but may I ask you a few questions? Are you going to church and active serving and stuff? I ask you this because to me, that being meaning and joy to my life. God challenges me through fellowship with other christians. As I grow and learn how to be more like Him, I see more and more of the purpose He has for my life. This might not make any difference to you, but I just felt that i should say what God is doing in my life and how He`s giving me meaning and purpose and how I know nothing in life happens by chance. There is something bigger and greater than myself. :)

[like_whoa]

to tell you the truth i was never really happy at church....i never got to really be myself...im not saying that i was sad all the time...idk...there was times where i was happy but they never lasted like they should have

[onfire_4him]

So is that it? Are you giving up? Whie you might not feel like I understand you, I deeply love you because I felt we were close friends once. I loved when we talked and hanged out. I know things are different now, but I just encourage you to not let go of your faith in God. He`s the only way to make sense ut of life. He is life! Don`t you remember Romania? god did so much there...I`ll be praying for you my sister.

[stuffthatsgreen]

I love you Maria. You don't need to worship someone else to feel good about yourself either. You're a beautiful person who makes my life so great just being around, you have no idea. If you need anything, I'm here for you to talk to without judgment and you know that.. at least you should.

I've been through a lot and I always have advice ready to throw down if you ask. I love you lady.

[like_whoa]

thanks...i love you too...and i thank you so much for helping me come out of my shell and just loving me for who i really am...i think you are the only person that really sees thru me.

[pukpusher]

You can't sit around waiting for your life to happen. You have to do something to MAKE it happen.

So get out there are start making something of it!

[like_whoa]

i try, but a huge problem is that my mom doesn't let me cause she thinks i'm like 12 years old and can't be trusted...she doesn't believe me that we were all baking at stacey's sunday...so anything i try is imposible...

[pukpusher]

She seems to be very over protective. You are 20 and an adult. You are able to make choices for yourself. Have you done anything to cause her to not believe you?

Oh and I re-friended you.

[like_whoa]

i havent done anything...she is extremely over protective i'm guessing cause i'm her last child...the only thing i've done is that i stoped going to church when i started college and that made me change and help me really discover my real self and she thinks that i'm getting "lost in the world".