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[likeabridge]

Memories haunt me and it feels like I can't get away from them. I wish I knew how to deal with it and stay happy. I'm glad I have my friends, but they can't be with me at all times. I wish I had never been happy so I wouldn't have anything to look back on and regret. I don't think I'm really ever sober anymore, and I don't think there's been a

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[cindymoran]

We're all here for a reason sometimes it takes a lifetime to figure out what that reason is or was. God never wants you living with regrets, or guilt or even sadness. And regardless of how old your not people of all ages have serious regrets, have made bad decisions and have had devastation in their lives. If you were happy once that means you know what it feels like and you know it's there for you. Alcohol is a serious depressant so if your really down it will take you further down, it makes it almost impossible to get up. So get sober, feel your pain, then get moving and to be honest don't stop. I was at the bottom and realized I had nothing to lose so I might as well start working towards old dreams I still had. I worked all day and went to school at night sometimes til midnight then I'd fall in bed, it kept me busy. But now I actually feel good, I'm happy and it didn't happen over night I felt really bad for a long time. And I'm okay alone but then again I'm exhausted. I'm in graduate school for my master program in