I'm gonna shout until I'm hoarse, drink until I can't see, laugh until I can't breathe, up here we'll be taller than the city. Shout at the night, raise a fist to life, forget if your shoes are shined, if only for just one night. And our hearts have all been beaten and bruised, and we're all pretty confused, and we always expect to lose; I'll ( Read more... )

Everything is dying.

I'm losing all my friends, and I want them back.

Honeysuckle is playing our last show on Friday at the firehouse. If you want to come to that, it would be cool. I'm about to lose my job, and probably have to move out of my house. I can't move back home because my neices live there now, and my mom can't afford to help me in any way. I really am just fucked. Everything is falling apart and my life ( Read more... )

expect a drunken rant from me later on tonight

Everything is going to shit. I have so many problems to worry about right now, and they just keep stacking up. I don't want to be constantly stressed out anymore. I don't want to be responsible for so many things when other people don't have to worry about anything. I've never felt this overwhelmed before. I can't wait for May. I can't wait for ( Read more... )

I know that this is what you want. A funeral keeps both of us apart. You know that you are not alone. I need you like water in my lungs.

There were some things that were said that weren't meant.

At least I'm alive.

Happiness comes in waves, I've been waiting for a nice storm so I can ride for a while

God, this cold weather is killing me. Me and Jonathan made a cool room last night. It's where you go to listen to records/play guitar/play organ/watch VHS movies/do drugs/party. I'm excited for that room to be finished, I may just live in there. That's about it.. fun

I feel like I barely have any time to get things done anymore. I'm the only person that ever cleans our house, and it's starting to bother me. I don't understand how you can just let trash pile up without taking the garbage out. I'm embarassed of my house, and feel weird about people coming over and seeing it the way it is ( Read more... )