this is a ramble
i became reflected off the picture
that was jolyn's 15th birthday.
i wouldn't go back
but it was the best year of high school so far.
school starts in 5 1/2 hours.
oh well. my lack of sleep is starting to be caught up
in long afternoon naps.
tomorrow there is the yearbook signing party, and
i am excited.
just another reminder the school year is almost over.
these rating communities...
i dont like them so much,
i dunno.
just dont like them
all these pictures
that people take to appear nice
so people they will never meet
will tell them they are nice looking.
and look whose talking.
i think i might delete all my pictures,
unless thats what i actually look like.
changed my icon.
because thats how i look.
hair unstraightened,
makeup is eh oh well
not perfect...it never is.
and i have a dumb look on my face.
it was taken on carissa's camera a few weeks back
and i didn't edit it in any way.
thats why i like it.
like the pic of my tongue sticking out...
i look so dumb.
but when in person am i this girl with perfect hair or make up..
and why does it matter?
little things are just getting to me
summer is around the corner.
all winter my favorite song said
how everything from winter melted away in summer.
i just thought of that.
which reminds me...
i can't find my cat power cd anywhere.
oh i wish i had it right now.
"what would the community think"
should fill my office.
the silence is driving me nuts.
but i can't stand to listen to just any song right now.
not even figurine cuts it.
i can tell im sleepy
because im getting picky.
this is random, but dre brought in the tabs
for mmmbop, and everyone automatically thought i would know the tune
so i almost had to sing
while josh played. but i didn't.
cause i couldn't remember fully.
notes in graphing caculators make math not seem so awful.
all the equations are going to make my head explode.
tomorrow is chemistry.
im barely starting to love that class
just because jolyn and i laugh so much.
we have the most fun in the class we like the least.
thats never happened to me before.
this is long and my ramble means absolutely nothing.
people dont read long entries.
carissa has an awful picture of me in her journal.
she should delete it so quickly.
this day
is really having its best moment yet.
then again i just realized im only an hour into today,
call me stupid and tell me to shut up.
i don't blame you for going to bed,
im just not sleepy
ill delete this in the morning. it's just plain stupid
that was jolyn's 15th birthday.
i wouldn't go back
but it was the best year of high school so far.
school starts in 5 1/2 hours.
oh well. my lack of sleep is starting to be caught up
in long afternoon naps.
tomorrow there is the yearbook signing party, and
i am excited.
just another reminder the school year is almost over.
these rating communities...
i dont like them so much,
i dunno.
just dont like them
all these pictures
that people take to appear nice
so people they will never meet
will tell them they are nice looking.
and look whose talking.
i think i might delete all my pictures,
unless thats what i actually look like.
changed my icon.
because thats how i look.
hair unstraightened,
makeup is eh oh well
not perfect...it never is.
and i have a dumb look on my face.
it was taken on carissa's camera a few weeks back
and i didn't edit it in any way.
thats why i like it.
like the pic of my tongue sticking out...
i look so dumb.
but when in person am i this girl with perfect hair or make up..
and why does it matter?
little things are just getting to me
summer is around the corner.
all winter my favorite song said
how everything from winter melted away in summer.
i just thought of that.
which reminds me...
i can't find my cat power cd anywhere.
oh i wish i had it right now.
"what would the community think"
should fill my office.
the silence is driving me nuts.
but i can't stand to listen to just any song right now.
not even figurine cuts it.
i can tell im sleepy
because im getting picky.
this is random, but dre brought in the tabs
for mmmbop, and everyone automatically thought i would know the tune
so i almost had to sing
while josh played. but i didn't.
cause i couldn't remember fully.
notes in graphing caculators make math not seem so awful.
all the equations are going to make my head explode.
tomorrow is chemistry.
im barely starting to love that class
just because jolyn and i laugh so much.
we have the most fun in the class we like the least.
thats never happened to me before.
this is long and my ramble means absolutely nothing.
people dont read long entries.
carissa has an awful picture of me in her journal.
she should delete it so quickly.
this day
is really having its best moment yet.
then again i just realized im only an hour into today,
call me stupid and tell me to shut up.
i don't blame you for going to bed,
im just not sleepy
ill delete this in the morning. it's just plain stupid