he broke up with me.
the boy im in love with broke up with me friday night.

everyday its a different feeling.
today i might be getting a little better.

you are reading the journal of a highschool graduate.
i have never felt so free.

and i just finished my friend leonard and it was probably the most influential thing i have ever read. it was probably one of the most amazing things i have ever exprienced.

my life has been defined by me having a huge fucking sadness bubble around me for the past couple of weeks, especially the past couple of days. so im sorry, but at this point i could fucking care less ( Read more... )

you are no longer the color that lights up my life and when you sing it makes me sick. life was good. life was simple and enjoyable. we had each other, and the beauty in our eyes, and the long nights and it was your fault. there is no need for you to tell me it was your fault because i know. ive known forever. you were just an actor, and when i ( Read more... )

1. i want that gucci purse.
2. i want to get wasted graduation night.

..i will fail in everything i do after highschool.

and you know alex told someone the other day "i dont know if shes okay. i mean i guess shes okay, but she never really is okay ( Read more... )

I think im going to start writing again. Well at least right now I am. I live for other people and it is starting to absolutely drive me insane. Last night I proved that to myself. Last night I realized how completely indifferent people are to having me around. Last night I realized I cant be like this to some of my friends because I know they ( Read more... )

I feel like such a failure lately. One that cant keep anyone around. One that puts too much where everything is just going to end anyway ( Read more... )

And I want the satisfaction of knowing I can still make you happy,
but I know I cant. I know I cant because I dont know how.
You're the most important.