requested fanmix for holy_hand_print; Dean/Castiel/Hedwig - Loveology
Fandom | Supernatural / Harry Potter
Subject | Dean Winchester / Castiel / Hedwig. (Dean is likedillinger , Hedwig is hogwartsfedex and Castiel is holy_hand_print )
Title | Loveology
Notes | This cracky!mix is based on the SWS storyline where Eros struck Dean with an arrow of love and he fell in love with Hedwig the owl from Harry Potter, and saw her as a sexy girl in his mind's eye. For the purpose of this mix, Castiel is crazy with jealousy over this. Because he's in love with Dean. Also, I can't believe I seriously found this many songs, and... I don't think this mix makes sense at all, but WHATEVER. ENJOY IT DRI. 11 tracks. You can still request your own retarded mix here. Download it inside.
Loveology. Regina Spektor.
Oh, An incurable humanist you are.
Let's go to the movies, Let's go to the movies,
Nothing at all, Nothing at all, Nothing at all, Nothing at all.
Sit down class, open up your textbooks to page 42.
Porcupine-ology, antler-ology, car-ology, bus-ology, train-ology, plane-ology, mama-ology, papa-ology,you-ology, me-ology, love-ology, kiss-ology, stay-ology, please-ology.
Let's study class, let's study class. Sit down.
Love-ology, love-ology, I'm sorry-ology, forgive me-ology, love-ology, love-ology, I'm sorry-ology, forgive me-ology, love-ology, Love-ology.
This song is about the study of love, and how stupid it all is. Which sums up this love triangle pretty concisely, really.
For the purposes of enjoying this song, imagine that 'an incurable humanist' means something entirely different than what that phrase actually means - in other words, it's a joke about people being in love with humans. Like Cas. And like Dean is not doing. I don't know, I'm tired. Just deal with it.
The Heart Wants What It Wants. Darren Hayes.
You say one thing and there I go turning around again
Working things over better left unsaid
Spinning around in my head
Talking a moment
Too personally
I have told you just half the words
I've wanted to give you
Fear of rejection keeps my heart at bay
Feelings I'd rather not say
I'd rather have you close
Than never at all
But every now and then
When my world is closing in
I feel you breezin' through my mind
I can attempt to close my eyes
I can avoid the wrong or right
But something deep inside
Says my heart wants what it wants
Baby
Stay away
Do the right thing
I know I should run
But my heart wants what it wants
Baby
Stay away
Do the right thing
I know I should run
You know the heart wants what it wants
You do one thing and
Then I go
Always imagining
Reciprocating feelings that aren't there
Sometimes I think you're aware
Your body languge it gives you away
Maybe I should run
Turn my back
Head for the sun
Feelings left to come undone
Maybe you like what's goin' on
Deep down inside I know it's wrong
I know I should run
But the heart wants what it wants
It's not even a love affair
I'm makin' plans with the ghost of what was there
I've become a desperate fool
And it's all because of you
This is about both Dean wanting Hedwig and Cas wanting Dean, and how they're both idiots because of it but they have no choice because THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS, and this mix needed some Savage Garden sound.
I Want You. Rachael Yamagata.
You sat down next to me, like poetry to wine
Out window looked upon a yellow neon sign
I took your hand while you decided what to do
The only kiss, I ever miss, I shared with you
The other cities hold a memory still of a place
But, when I dream of London, I can only see your face
I want you
Or no one
No one else will do
You, or no one
No one is the only one
To fill the empty space I hold for you
You simplified me down to slogans on the wall
I took offense, but you were right about them all
My friends are telling me I shouldn't waste my time
But I can't concentrate until I make you mine
I'm drawing cards and making wishes down by the well
Who would've known I'd lose myself in that old hotel
I want you
Or no one else
No one else is fine
Oh, you, or no one
No one is the only one
To fill me up until I make you mine
This is about Dean going crazy and falling in love with an owl, and even when his friends all tell him he's a crazy fucker, he doesn't care. All he wants is Hedwig, and no one else. So he calls those other girls and dumps them. Castiel angsts.
Bizarre Love Triangle. Charlotte Martin.
Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
This is Cas' point of view on things, and how confused he is by all this fucked-up ness going on, and he wishes God would GIVE HIM SOME GUIDANCE~
And he just wants things to go back to normal, when Dean wasn't in love with a bird.
God Help Me. Emilie Autumn.
God help me
I don't see how I can live this way
And I don't know why he's touching me
Won't you shine in my direction and help me?
Won't you lend me your protection and help me?
God help me
Believe me, this wasn't what I wanted
But no, I can't leave, he's got me
Won't you shine in my direction and help me?
Won't you lend me your protection and help me?
Am I guilty or am I just waiting around
For the tide to come in so the truth can come out
And if I had a dollar for every time
I repented the sin and commit the same crime
I'd be sitting on top of the world today
I'd be sitting on top of the world today
God, God help me
Just maybe I'll learn to help myself
Speak to me, don't leave me, he's burning me
Won't you shine in my direction and help me?
Won't you lend me your protection and help me?
Places, everyone, this is a test
Throw you stones, do your damage, your worst
And your best, all the world is a judge
But that doesn't compare to what I do to myself
When you're not there
And if I had a dollar for every time
I repented the sin and commit the same crime
I'd be sitting on top of the world today
I'd be sitting on top of the world today
This is another song about Dean and Cas both loving someone they shouldn't, and NOT CARING IF IT'S WRONG.
Let those motherfuckas judge. They'll just keep on lovin' anyway.
Think Twice. Eve 6.
When all,
Is said,
And done,
And dead,
Does he,
Love you,
The way that I do?
Breathing in,
Lightning;
Tonight's for fighting.
I feel,
The hurt,
So physical.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around I'll let you feel the burn.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around, come around,
No more.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around I'll let you feel the burn.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around,
No more.
She spreads,
Her love;
She burns me up.
I can't,
Let go,
I can't get out.
I've said,
Enough,
Enough by now.
I can't let go;
I can't get out.
Wait 'till,
The day,
You finally see,
I've been,
Here waiting patiently;
Crossing,
My fingers,
And my t's.
She cried on my shoulder begging please.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around I'll let you feel the burn.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around, come around,
No more.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around I'll let you feel the burn.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around,
No more.
This is for Dean flipping out when he saw Castiel feeding Hedwig grapes in his head, when Cas was really giving her owl treats. And so he invented this drama in his head, where he was gonna have to kick Cas' ass for stealin' his girl.
So Jealous. Tegan & Sara.
I don't want to be part of the problem
I try so hard to get roughed up
Fists on up, it looks that easy
It looks that way to me
It looks that way to you
But then there's you telling me I can
Then there's you screaming say something
I want the ocean right now
I want the ocean right now
I get so jealous that I can't even work
There I am in the morning
I don't like what I see
I don't know how it's become such a problem
Keep you up all night if I try to remain calm
How can they ask why I feel so angry
Do you see my problem if I never explain it
But then there's you asking me how long
Say something, it's taken me so long
Dean is jealous of Cas, and Cas is jealous of Hedwig, and Sam is jealous of anyone who doesn't have to be in that car right now.
Angel Dust. Aaron.
Broken dreams of flyin birds
dirty hands on skinny arms
just hanging down her shoulders
like a deadly young old tree
and a bit of blood rollin', gently down her nose
on the floor the princess, strikes the pose
say goodbye to angel dust
the only angel that you trust
dirty fingers on her hands
doin’ stuff that she can't stand
opening doors don't want to see
and closin one she wanna be
broken wings by the real world
princess diving on her own,
on the floor the princess, strikes the pose
say goodbye to angel dust
the only angel that you trust
the floor is cold
her blood too hot
the pain could go
just with one shot
sleep little princess
one last caress
one last pearl of blood
rollin on your world
so slow
she almost touches
the rainbow
sometimes I do wonder
This is for when Castiel TOOK HEDWIG AWAYYYY and betrayed Dean, and yet Cas was so sad about Dean being crazy.
Between. Vienna Teng.
we are not together here
though we lie entwined
to make room for the other presence
we both draw back in our minds
I have a prophecy
threatening to spill into words
this growing certainty
of Over
there once was a time I was sure of the bond
when my hands and my tongue and my thoughts were enough
we are the same but our lives move along
and the third one between replaces what once was love
freedom is being alone
I fear liberation
but something more alive than silence
swallows conversation
no pleasing drama
in subtle averted eyes
the swelling fermata
as the chord dies
there's no denying we feel the third one
we do
I'm tired of hiding and so are you
Castiel is angsting about Hedwig coming between the love that he and Dean totally have, or at least do in his head. She's THE THIRD ONE BETWEEN~
Untouchable Face. Ani Difranco.
think i'm going for a walk now
i feel a little unsteady
i don't want nobody to follow me
'cept maybe you
i could make you happy you know
if you weren't already
i could do a lot of things
and i do
tell you the truth i prefer
the worst of you
too bad you had to have a better half
she's not really my type
but i think you two are forever
and i hate to say it but
you're perfect together
so fuck you
and your untouchable face
and fuck you
for existing in the first place
and who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
and who am i
i bet you can't even tell me that much
two-thirty in the morning
and my gas tank will be empty soon
neon sign on the horizon
rubbing elbows with the moon
a safe haven of sleepless
where the deep fryer's always on
radio is counting down
the top 20 country songs
and out on the porch the fly strip is
waving like a flag in the wind
y'know, i don't look forward
to seeing you again soon
you'll look like a photograph of yourself
taken from far far away
and i won't know what to do
and i won't know what to say
except fuck you...
i see you and i'm so perplexed
what was i thinking
what will i think of next
where can i hide
in the back room there's a lamp
that hangs over the pool table
and when the fan is on it swings
gently side to side
there's a changing constellation
of balls as we are playing
i see orion and say nothing
the only thing i can think of saying
is fuck you...
This is Cas' secret heart song that he will never tell anyone, about how jealous he is of that beautiful bird that Dean is in love with, and how much he wants Dean.
Fuck you, Hedwig & Dean. Fuck. You.
Remembering Sunday. All Time Low.
He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Started making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days
Leaning now into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place seems familiar to him
She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be
[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back (forgive me)
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak (I'm not calling, I'm not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy, I'm)
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
From so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds, and towering over your head
[Alex Gaskarth:]
Well I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home
This is the drama inside Dean's head when he's alone and still crazy in love with Hedwig. He imagines all kind of crazy things about what Cas did to her, and... is really sad that he lost his true love, ok?
Download it here.
Subject | Dean Winchester / Castiel / Hedwig. (Dean is likedillinger , Hedwig is hogwartsfedex and Castiel is holy_hand_print )
Title | Loveology
Notes | This cracky!mix is based on the SWS storyline where Eros struck Dean with an arrow of love and he fell in love with Hedwig the owl from Harry Potter, and saw her as a sexy girl in his mind's eye. For the purpose of this mix, Castiel is crazy with jealousy over this. Because he's in love with Dean. Also, I can't believe I seriously found this many songs, and... I don't think this mix makes sense at all, but WHATEVER. ENJOY IT DRI. 11 tracks. You can still request your own retarded mix here. Download it inside.
Loveology. Regina Spektor.
Oh, An incurable humanist you are.
Let's go to the movies, Let's go to the movies,
Nothing at all, Nothing at all, Nothing at all, Nothing at all.
Sit down class, open up your textbooks to page 42.
Porcupine-ology, antler-ology, car-ology, bus-ology, train-ology, plane-ology, mama-ology, papa-ology,you-ology, me-ology, love-ology, kiss-ology, stay-ology, please-ology.
Let's study class, let's study class. Sit down.
Love-ology, love-ology, I'm sorry-ology, forgive me-ology, love-ology, love-ology, I'm sorry-ology, forgive me-ology, love-ology, Love-ology.
This song is about the study of love, and how stupid it all is. Which sums up this love triangle pretty concisely, really.
For the purposes of enjoying this song, imagine that 'an incurable humanist' means something entirely different than what that phrase actually means - in other words, it's a joke about people being in love with humans. Like Cas. And like Dean is not doing. I don't know, I'm tired. Just deal with it.
The Heart Wants What It Wants. Darren Hayes.
You say one thing and there I go turning around again
Working things over better left unsaid
Spinning around in my head
Talking a moment
Too personally
I have told you just half the words
I've wanted to give you
Fear of rejection keeps my heart at bay
Feelings I'd rather not say
I'd rather have you close
Than never at all
But every now and then
When my world is closing in
I feel you breezin' through my mind
I can attempt to close my eyes
I can avoid the wrong or right
But something deep inside
Says my heart wants what it wants
Baby
Stay away
Do the right thing
I know I should run
But my heart wants what it wants
Baby
Stay away
Do the right thing
I know I should run
You know the heart wants what it wants
You do one thing and
Then I go
Always imagining
Reciprocating feelings that aren't there
Sometimes I think you're aware
Your body languge it gives you away
Maybe I should run
Turn my back
Head for the sun
Feelings left to come undone
Maybe you like what's goin' on
Deep down inside I know it's wrong
I know I should run
But the heart wants what it wants
It's not even a love affair
I'm makin' plans with the ghost of what was there
I've become a desperate fool
And it's all because of you
This is about both Dean wanting Hedwig and Cas wanting Dean, and how they're both idiots because of it but they have no choice because THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS, and this mix needed some Savage Garden sound.
I Want You. Rachael Yamagata.
You sat down next to me, like poetry to wine
Out window looked upon a yellow neon sign
I took your hand while you decided what to do
The only kiss, I ever miss, I shared with you
The other cities hold a memory still of a place
But, when I dream of London, I can only see your face
I want you
Or no one
No one else will do
You, or no one
No one is the only one
To fill the empty space I hold for you
You simplified me down to slogans on the wall
I took offense, but you were right about them all
My friends are telling me I shouldn't waste my time
But I can't concentrate until I make you mine
I'm drawing cards and making wishes down by the well
Who would've known I'd lose myself in that old hotel
I want you
Or no one else
No one else is fine
Oh, you, or no one
No one is the only one
To fill me up until I make you mine
This is about Dean going crazy and falling in love with an owl, and even when his friends all tell him he's a crazy fucker, he doesn't care. All he wants is Hedwig, and no one else. So he calls those other girls and dumps them. Castiel angsts.
Bizarre Love Triangle. Charlotte Martin.
Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
This is Cas' point of view on things, and how confused he is by all this fucked-up ness going on, and he wishes God would GIVE HIM SOME GUIDANCE~
And he just wants things to go back to normal, when Dean wasn't in love with a bird.
God Help Me. Emilie Autumn.
God help me
I don't see how I can live this way
And I don't know why he's touching me
Won't you shine in my direction and help me?
Won't you lend me your protection and help me?
God help me
Believe me, this wasn't what I wanted
But no, I can't leave, he's got me
Won't you shine in my direction and help me?
Won't you lend me your protection and help me?
Am I guilty or am I just waiting around
For the tide to come in so the truth can come out
And if I had a dollar for every time
I repented the sin and commit the same crime
I'd be sitting on top of the world today
I'd be sitting on top of the world today
God, God help me
Just maybe I'll learn to help myself
Speak to me, don't leave me, he's burning me
Won't you shine in my direction and help me?
Won't you lend me your protection and help me?
Places, everyone, this is a test
Throw you stones, do your damage, your worst
And your best, all the world is a judge
But that doesn't compare to what I do to myself
When you're not there
And if I had a dollar for every time
I repented the sin and commit the same crime
I'd be sitting on top of the world today
I'd be sitting on top of the world today
This is another song about Dean and Cas both loving someone they shouldn't, and NOT CARING IF IT'S WRONG.
Let those motherfuckas judge. They'll just keep on lovin' anyway.
Think Twice. Eve 6.
When all,
Is said,
And done,
And dead,
Does he,
Love you,
The way that I do?
Breathing in,
Lightning;
Tonight's for fighting.
I feel,
The hurt,
So physical.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around I'll let you feel the burn.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around, come around,
No more.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around I'll let you feel the burn.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around,
No more.
She spreads,
Her love;
She burns me up.
I can't,
Let go,
I can't get out.
I've said,
Enough,
Enough by now.
I can't let go;
I can't get out.
Wait 'till,
The day,
You finally see,
I've been,
Here waiting patiently;
Crossing,
My fingers,
And my t's.
She cried on my shoulder begging please.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around I'll let you feel the burn.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around, come around,
No more.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around I'll let you feel the burn.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around,
No more.
This is for Dean flipping out when he saw Castiel feeding Hedwig grapes in his head, when Cas was really giving her owl treats. And so he invented this drama in his head, where he was gonna have to kick Cas' ass for stealin' his girl.
So Jealous. Tegan & Sara.
I don't want to be part of the problem
I try so hard to get roughed up
Fists on up, it looks that easy
It looks that way to me
It looks that way to you
But then there's you telling me I can
Then there's you screaming say something
I want the ocean right now
I want the ocean right now
I get so jealous that I can't even work
There I am in the morning
I don't like what I see
I don't know how it's become such a problem
Keep you up all night if I try to remain calm
How can they ask why I feel so angry
Do you see my problem if I never explain it
But then there's you asking me how long
Say something, it's taken me so long
Dean is jealous of Cas, and Cas is jealous of Hedwig, and Sam is jealous of anyone who doesn't have to be in that car right now.
Angel Dust. Aaron.
Broken dreams of flyin birds
dirty hands on skinny arms
just hanging down her shoulders
like a deadly young old tree
and a bit of blood rollin', gently down her nose
on the floor the princess, strikes the pose
say goodbye to angel dust
the only angel that you trust
dirty fingers on her hands
doin’ stuff that she can't stand
opening doors don't want to see
and closin one she wanna be
broken wings by the real world
princess diving on her own,
on the floor the princess, strikes the pose
say goodbye to angel dust
the only angel that you trust
the floor is cold
her blood too hot
the pain could go
just with one shot
sleep little princess
one last caress
one last pearl of blood
rollin on your world
so slow
she almost touches
the rainbow
sometimes I do wonder
This is for when Castiel TOOK HEDWIG AWAYYYY and betrayed Dean, and yet Cas was so sad about Dean being crazy.
Between. Vienna Teng.
we are not together here
though we lie entwined
to make room for the other presence
we both draw back in our minds
I have a prophecy
threatening to spill into words
this growing certainty
of Over
there once was a time I was sure of the bond
when my hands and my tongue and my thoughts were enough
we are the same but our lives move along
and the third one between replaces what once was love
freedom is being alone
I fear liberation
but something more alive than silence
swallows conversation
no pleasing drama
in subtle averted eyes
the swelling fermata
as the chord dies
there's no denying we feel the third one
we do
I'm tired of hiding and so are you
Castiel is angsting about Hedwig coming between the love that he and Dean totally have, or at least do in his head. She's THE THIRD ONE BETWEEN~
Untouchable Face. Ani Difranco.
think i'm going for a walk now
i feel a little unsteady
i don't want nobody to follow me
'cept maybe you
i could make you happy you know
if you weren't already
i could do a lot of things
and i do
tell you the truth i prefer
the worst of you
too bad you had to have a better half
she's not really my type
but i think you two are forever
and i hate to say it but
you're perfect together
so fuck you
and your untouchable face
and fuck you
for existing in the first place
and who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
and who am i
i bet you can't even tell me that much
two-thirty in the morning
and my gas tank will be empty soon
neon sign on the horizon
rubbing elbows with the moon
a safe haven of sleepless
where the deep fryer's always on
radio is counting down
the top 20 country songs
and out on the porch the fly strip is
waving like a flag in the wind
y'know, i don't look forward
to seeing you again soon
you'll look like a photograph of yourself
taken from far far away
and i won't know what to do
and i won't know what to say
except fuck you...
i see you and i'm so perplexed
what was i thinking
what will i think of next
where can i hide
in the back room there's a lamp
that hangs over the pool table
and when the fan is on it swings
gently side to side
there's a changing constellation
of balls as we are playing
i see orion and say nothing
the only thing i can think of saying
is fuck you...
This is Cas' secret heart song that he will never tell anyone, about how jealous he is of that beautiful bird that Dean is in love with, and how much he wants Dean.
Fuck you, Hedwig & Dean. Fuck. You.
Remembering Sunday. All Time Low.
He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Started making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days
Leaning now into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place seems familiar to him
She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be
[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back (forgive me)
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak (I'm not calling, I'm not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy, I'm)
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
From so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds, and towering over your head
[Alex Gaskarth:]
Well I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home
This is the drama inside Dean's head when he's alone and still crazy in love with Hedwig. He imagines all kind of crazy things about what Cas did to her, and... is really sad that he lost his true love, ok?
Download it here.