requested fanmix for snarky_blonde; Dean/Elle - Try Not to Need Me
Fandom | Supernatural / Heroes
Subject | Dean/Elle Bishop. (Dean is likedillinger and Elle is snarky_blonde )
Title | Try Not to Need Me
Notes | This mix is actually what inspired me to start the fanmix meme, because I was already making a mix about Dean/sex, and I kept finding songs about like... a chick with the same attitude. And realized I could make a mix about Dean and Elle's similar takes on sex. So the first half of the mix is that, while the second half deals with the emotional drama in their lives. 28 tracks. You can still request your own retarded mix here. Download it inside.
Inside of You. Hoobastank.
It seems so obvious
Theres something up with us
I swear I feel it
From across the room.
So can I ask you this?
Not to be forward, miss,
But I think I'd kill myself If I never knew...
What do I have to do To get inside of you? To get inside of you?
Cuz I love the way you move,
When I'm inside of you. When I'm inside of you...
Just ask and I will do
Anything you want me to
There is no limit
To how far I will go..
And Im sure I can pretend
To be a gentlemen..
But before I begin,
I just gotta know...
What do I have to do
To get inside of you?
To get inside of you?
Cuz I love the way you move,
When I'm inside of you.
When I'm inside of you...
For now I'll play the game
And I'm waiting for your move
But I've got to say
That I never lose...
God, this song is so ridiculously Dean, I can't even say much about it. He just always has the best intentions in mind...
Radar. Britney Spears.
Confidence is a must
Cockiness is a plus
Edginess is a rush
Edges (I like 'em rough)
A man with a Midas touch
Intoxicate me, I'm a lush
Stop you're making me blush
People are looking at us
I don't think you know (know)
I'm checking it so hot (so hot) I
Wonder if he knows he's on my radar (on my radar)
on my radar (on my radar)
And if I notice you I know it's you.
Choose you don't wanna lose
you're on my radar (on my radar)
on my radar (on my radar)
When you walk (when you walk)
and when you talk (when you talk)
I get the tingle, I wanna mingle,
that's what I want (that's what I want)
Hey, listen, baby, turn up the fader..
try to make you understand you're on my radar (on my radar)
on my radar (on my radar)
On my radar (got you on my) radar (got you on my) radar (got you on my) RADAR
Interesting sense of style
Ten million dollar smile
Think I cant handle that
Animal in the sack
His eyes see right to my soul
I surrender self-control
Catch me looking again
Falling right into my plan..
I don't think you know (know)
I'm checking it so hot (so hot)
Wonder if he knows he's on my radar (on my radar) on my radar (on my radar)
And if I notice you I know it's you
Choose you don't wanna lose
you're on my radar (on my radar) on my radar (on my radar)
When you walk (when you walk) and when you talk (when you talk)
I get the tingle, I wanna mingle, that's what I want (that's what I want)
Hey, listen, baby, turn up the fader..
try to make you understand
you're on my radar (on my radar) on my radar (on my radar)
And the Elle equivalent to the first song. Though it's disturbingly Freudian that there's a line about the man with the midas touch. o_o Also, I endeavored to fill this mix with a shit ton of Britney Spears to max out the amount Dean would hate me for it.
Circus. Britney Spears.
There's only two types of people in the world
The ones that entertain,
and the ones that observe
Well baby I'm a put-on-a-show kinda girl
Don't like the backseat, gotta be first (oh, oh)
I'm like the ringleader I call the shots (call the shots)
I'm like a firecracker I make it hot (make it hot)
When I put on a show I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins (hah, hah, hah)
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break (hah, hah, hah)
I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage (hah, hah, hah)
Better be ready, hope that ya feel the same (hah, hah, hah)
All the eyes on me in the center of the ring
Just like a circus (ah, ah, ahaha-hah)
When I crack that whip, everybody gonna trip
Just like a circus (ah, ah, ahaha-hah)
Don't stand there watching me, follow me
Show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
Just like a circus (ah, ah, ahaha-hah, ha, ha, ha, ha, ho, ho, ho)
There's only two types of guys out there,
Ones that can hang with me, and ones that are scared
So baby I hope that you came prepared
I run a tight ship, so beware
I'm like a ring leader, I call the shots.
I'm like a fire cracker, I make it hot when I put on a show.
More Britney Spears. :3 This is for Elle... or maybe Dean. Anyways, it's about her take-charge attitude and how their sex lives are basically like a three ring circus.
4ever. The Veronicas.
Here we are, so whatcha gonna do?
Do I gotta spell it out for you?
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don’t really care
Size me up you know I beat the best
Tick tock no time to rest
Let them say what they're gonna say
But tonight, I just don’t really care
Come on baby we ain’t gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah (with you) Yeah, yeah
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever
I’ve seen it all I’ve got nothing to prove
Come on baby just make your move
Follow me let's leave it all behind tonight
Like we just don’t care
Let me take you on the ride of your life
That’s what I said all right
They can say what they wanna say
Cause tonight, I just don’t even care
Come on baby we ain’t gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah (with you) Yeah, yeah
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever
Let's pretend you’re mine (We could just pretend, we could just pretend, yeah yeah)
You got what I like (You got what I like, I got what you like)
Oh come on
Just one taste and you’ll want more
So tell me what you're waiting for
For the first time Dean and Elle met, and how they both just had the same thing in mind, and sort of just live for the moment when it comes to hooking up.
Burning Down the House. Tom Jones with the Cardigans.
Fightin' fire with fire Watch out you might get what you're after
Cool babies strange but not a stranger
I'm an ordinary guy
Burning down the house
Hold tight
Wait till the party's over
Hold tight
We're in for nasty weather
There has got to be a way
Burning down the house
Here's your ticket pack your bags
Time for jumpin' overboard
The transportation is here
Close enough but not too far
Maybe you know where you are
Fightin' fire with fire
All wet hey you might need a raincoat
Shakedown dreams walking in broad daylight
Three hun-dred six-ty five de-grees
Burning down the house
It was once upon a place sometimes
I listen to myself
Gonna come in first place
People on their way to work baby what did you except
Gonna burst into flame
Fightin' fire with fire
Fightin' fire with fire
Burning down the house
My house's Out of the ordinary
That's right
Don't wanna to hurt nobody
Some things sure can sweep me off my feet
Burning down the house
Watch out you might get what you're after
Cool babies strange but not a stranger
I'm an ordinary guy Burning down the house
Three hundred six-ty five degrees
Burning down the house
Fightin' fire with fire Fightin' fire with fire
Gonna burst into flame Burnin' down the house
My house
Burnin' down the house
No visible means of support and you have not seen nothin' yet
Everything's stuck together I don't know what you expect staring into your TV set
Fighting fire with fire
Maybe it's the Tom Jones but this song always reminds me of a casino, which was Dean and Elle's first date. AND THIS MIX IS FULL OF FIRE / ELECTRICITY REFERENCES because I am just so original.
Futuresex/Lovesound. Justin Timberlake.
Future sex love sound You know what you want(yea)
And that makes you just like me
See everybody says you're hot, baby
But can you make it hot for me
Said if you're thinking 'bout holding back
Don't worry, girl '
Cause I'm gonna make it so easy
So slide a little bit closer to me, little girl
Daddy's on a mission to please
Wait a second
She's hopped up on me I've got her in my zone
Her body's pressed up on me
I think she's ready to blow
Must be my future sex love sound
And when it goes down
Baby all you gotta do is
Just tell me which way you like that
All you gotta do is
Tell me which way you like that
Do you like it like this
Do you like it like that
Tell me which way you like that
Tell me which way you like that
You can't stop, baby
You can't stop once you've turned me on
And your enemy are your thoughts, baby
So just let em go '
Cause all I need is a moment alone
To give you my tone
And put you outta control
And after you let it in
We'll be skin to skin It's just so natural
Wait a second
She's hopped up on me I've got her in my zone
Her body's pressed up on me I think she's ready to blow
Must be my future sex love sound
And when it goes down
Baby all you gotta do is
Future Sex Love Sound (sounds)
Now, wait a second
She's hopped up on me I've got her in my zone
Her body's pressed up on me I thinks she's ready to blow
Must be my future sex love sound,
And when it goes down B
aby all you gotta do is
Look, this song is just sexy and this part of the mix is... comprised of said sexy songs.
Tap That. Megan McCauley.
Oh snap, look at that, there you go,
Where you at,slow it down baby,
We should go crazy,
Tempt you, tease you, anything you want to do,
I'll give it to you just how you like it boy.
Don't play dumb, you know you wanted to,
Fill my cup, that's what we came to do.
I'm the boss, keep that in your head,
Don't forget, you know I'm gonna get you.
I'm gonna teach ya how to scream my name,
Your never gonna get away from me
(Yeah I kinda like that, I wanna tap that, you can bet I'm gonna get you)
Come on over here and play with me,
Let me be your dirty fantasy. (Yeah I kinda like that, I wanna tap that, you can bet I'm gonna get you.. Yeah)
Head to toe, priceless, my diamonds, flawless,
Kiss the ring, show me, I'm the one and only,
Cause in a few, I'm gonna show ya some-thin' new baby
, And we can do, what you really wanna do.
Don't play dumb, you know you wanted to,
Fill my cup, that's what we came to do.
I'm the boss, keep that in your head,
Don't forget, you know I'm gonna get you.
I'm gonna teach ya how to scream my name,
Your never gonna get away from me (Yeah I kinda like that, I wanna tap that, you can bet I'm gonna get you)
Come on over here and play with me,
Let me be your dirty fantasy. (Yeah I kinda like that, I wanna tap that, you can bet I'm gonna get you..)
I'm gonna get you I know you wanna talk to me,
Just tell me what you wanna see,
And maybe we can do something,
That sometimes leads to other things,
And yeah I kinda want that,
Show me all about that,
Show me you got what it takes to come with me and do it tonight..
I'm going to run out of ways to say THIS SONG IS ABOUT SEX so I'm just going to like... start quoting the Star Spangled Banner instead.
S.E.X. Nickelback.
No is a dirty word,
Never gonna say it first,
No is just a thought that never crosses my mind.
Maybe in the parking lot,
Better bring your friend along,
Better off together than just one at a time.
S is for the simple need.
E is for the ecstasy.
X is just to mark the spot,
Because that's the one you really want. (Yes!)
Sex is always the answer, it's never a question,
'Coz the answer's yes, oh the answers (Yes)
Not just a suggestion, if you ask the question,
Then it's always yes. Yeeeah!
I'm loving what you wanna wear,
I wonder what's up under there?
Wonder if I'll ever have it under my tongue?
I love to try to set you free,
I love you all over me.
Love to hear the sound you make the second you're done.
I know Fi put this on her mix already but I just... couldn't bear with it not being on here, because it's like my favorite song for Dean and... his insatiable appetite for doing it. And how Elle & Dean just... never know how to say no.
Sex Is Not the Enemy. Garbage.
No evolution
Sometimes it depresses me
The same old same old
We keep repeating history
The institution curses curiosity
It's our conviction
Sex is not the enemy
A revolution Is the solution
A revolution Is the solution
I don't feel guilty
No matter what they're telling me
I won't feel dirty and buy into their misery
I won't be shamed cause I believe that love is free
It fuels the heart and sex is not my enemy
A revolution Is the solution
A revolution Is the solution
True love like gold
There's not enough to go around
But then there's god and doesn't god love everyone?
Give me a choice
Give me a chance to turn the key and find my voice
Sex is not the enemy
OHHH SAY CAN YOU SEEEEE
Oops! I Did It Again (Rodney Jerkins Mix). Britney Spears.
I think I did it again.
I made you believe
We're more than just friends.
Oh, baby; It might seem like a crush,
But it doesn't mean
That I'm serious.
'Cause to lose all my senses...
That is just so typically me.
Oh, baby; baby.
Oops! ... I did it again.
I played with your heart.
Got lost in the game. Oh, baby; baby.
Oops! ... You think I'm in love.
That I'm sent from above...
I'm not that innocent.
You see my problem is this:
I'm dreaming away;
Wishing that heroes, they truly exist.
I cry watching the days.
Can't you see I'm a fool In so many ways?
But to lose all my senses...
That is just so typically me. Baby, oh.
Both Elle and Dean sometimes forget that.... not everyone in the world views one night stands the way they do. And lead people on without realizing it.
Sexyback. Justin Timberlake.
I'm bringin' sexy back (Yeah)
Them other boys don't know how to act!(Yeah)
I think it's special what's behind your back.(Yeah)
So turn around and I'll pick up the slack!(Yeah)
(Take em' to the bridge!)
Dirty babe...(Uh Huh)
You see these shackles? Baby I'm your slave(Uh Huh)
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave!(Uh Huh)
It's just that no one makes me feel this way(Uh Huh)
(Take em' to the chorus!)
BY THE DAWN'S EARLY LIGHT
Shut Up and Drive. Rihanna.
I've been looking for a driver who's qualified
So if you think that you're the one step into my ride
I'm a fine-tuned supersonic speed machine
With a sunroof top and a gangster lean
So if you feel me let me know, know, know
Come on now what you waiting for, for, for
My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Got you where you wanna go if you know what i mean
Got a ride that smoother than a limosine
Can you handle the curves? Can you run all the lights?
If you can baby boy then we can go all night
Cos I'm 0 to 60 in three point five Baby you got the keys-
Now shut up and drive (drive, drive, drive)
Shut up and drive (drive, drive, drive)
I got class like a 57 cadillac
Got all the drive but a whole lot of boom in the back
You look like you can handle whats under my hood
You keep saying that you will boy I wish you would
So if you feel me let me know, know, know
Come on now what you waiting for, for, for
My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Got you where you wanna go if you know what i mean
Got a ride that smoother than a limosine
Can you handle the curves? Can you run all the lights?
If you can baby boy then we can go all night
I'm a sucker for car related songs on Dean mixes too. Mmmm.
Lace and Leather. Britney Spears.
French finger tips, red lips, bitch is dangerous
Cotton candy kiss, can't wait for my sugar rush
Can't take it no more, I've got to have more tonight (tonight)
This feeling so strong, I'm puttin' you on tonight
Alright, let's go... Baby take a seat, eyes on me, this is my show
Your one and only pleasure All decked in lace and leather
Fantasy, courtesy... of me, baby let's go
Watch me apply the pressure
All decked in lace and leather
Heels 6-inch, makes a boy want to bite his lip
Look but don't touch, unless you want to loose your innocence
Can't take it no more I've got to have more tonight
Night, night, night, night, night, night, night, night, night
This feeling so strong, I'm puttin' you on tonight
Night, night, night, night, night, night... Let's go...
This reminds me a lot of threesome night. :3
Ooh Ooh Baby. Britney Spears.
The way you smile, the way you taste
You know I have an appetite for sexy things
All you do is look at me, it's a disgrace
What's running through my mind is you,
Up in my face yeah, yeah
Your voice is like music to my ears,
Whisper softly and the world just dissapears
Take me high and just wipe away my fears,
When you're with me
Oh boy, it's my heartbeat that i hear
Ooh, ooh baby
Touch me and i come alive
I can feel you on my lips
I can feel you deep inside
Ooh, ooh baby In your arms I finally breathe
Wrap me up in all your love
That's the oxygen I need, yeah
You're fillin me up You're fillin me up You're fillin me up You're fillin me up You're fillin me up You're fillin me up with your love
The more you move,
The more I tense
It's like you got me hypnotised
I'm in a trance
Your jersey fits It's right at home,
between my hands
And now I hope you know that I'm
Your biggest fan yeah, yeah
Your voice is like music to my ears, W
hisper softly and the world just dissapears
Take me high and just wipe away my fears,
When you're with me
Oh boy, it's my heartbeat that i hear
They just ... really love banging each other, obviously. Since it happens... a lot.
Perfect Lover. Britney Spears.
My body feels like an inferno
Like I'm in a race and I'm jumping the hurdle
Come closer we'll pursue it
Baby Just let go we can do it
Baby I'm just hot for taking
Don't you wanna see my body naked
And I bet you like the way I shake it
And I hope that you can take it
You're the perfect lover I'm in love with all the things you do
So seductive when you touch me I can't get enough of you
You're the best Baby, you got me obsessed
And I can't catch my breath
Baby, I must confess you got me
Ah, ah, ah When you come around
Got me so damn high
Can't come down
Everytime you touch me there
You make me feel so hot
I love it
everything you do is so seductive
You got everything that I want and then some
And I can't even front so listen I know what your missing
Better hurry up
Cause time is ticking
Tic Tock Tic Tock
Come and Get me while I'm hot
Pull up to my bumper
Need a jump, not a chump
Fill me up, I'm running low
Let me drive you crazy
All night cause we got so far to go
WHAT SO PROOOUDLY WE HAILED
Crystal Ball. Pink.
Drinking wine and thinking bliss, is on the other side of this
I just need a compass and a willing accomplice
All my doubts that fill my head cascading up and down again
Up and down and round again, down and up and round again.
Oh, I've had my chances and I've taken them all.
Just to end up right back here on the floor.
To end up right back here in on the floor.
Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell.
But I'm not scared at all...hmmmhmmmm
Of the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball.
Sometimes you think everything is wrapped inside a diamond ring
Love just needs a witness and a little forgivness
And a halo of patience and a less sporadic pace
and I'm learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes.
Oh I've felt that fire and I've been burned
But I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned
I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned.
Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell.
But I'm not scared at all...hmmmhmmmm
Of the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball.
Irony, irony, is hating love, hating love
What it does to me, what it's done to me. What is done...done
On to the FEELINGS part of the mix. Mostly. For the log where Elle explained her story, and about Sylar and really opened up to Dean about how fucked over she's been.
Addicted. Saving Abel.
I'm so addicted to
All the things you do
When you're going down on me
In between the sheets
Or the sound you make
With every breath you take
It's not like anything
When you're loving me
Oh girl lets take it slow
So as for you well you know where to go
I want to take my love and hate you till the end
It's not like you to turn away
From all the bullshit I can't take
It's not like me to walk away
I'm so addicted too all the things
You do when you're going down on me
In between the sheets
Or the sound you make
With every breathe
you take It's not like anything
When you're loving me
Yeah I know when it's getting rough
All the times we spend
When we try to make
This love something better than
Just making love again
It's not like you to turn away
All the bullshit I can't take
Just when I think I can walk away
With all the drama that starts swirling around them, sometimes it seems like they just spend half their time smoothing things over again. Usually with sex. Even if the smarter thing is to just go their separate ways, for their own reasons... they don't.
Electric Twist. A Fine Frenzy. Y
ou should be wilder, you're no fun at all
Yeah, thanks for the input
Thanks for the call
With dull knives and white hands
The blood of a stone
Cold to the touch, right
Right down the bone
But you give me the electric twist and it kicks like kicks like a pony
And true, you might get away with it It's a risk, it's a risk yeah
Picked from a hot grove, packaged for sale
It drips down the sleeve
Gets under your nails
A loss of the senses
A chip off a tooth
The smells of the city
They ride in your suit
He says don't think don't talk
Don't think
Don't think don't talk
Don't think
Don't think don't talk
But I don't think I want to
'Cause you give me the electric twist and it kicks and it kicks like a pony
And true, you might run away with it, it's a risk it's a risk yeah
Because it kicks yeah It really kicks yeah
And the touch of your lips it's a shock not a kiss
It's electric twist, it's electric twist
And the touch of your lips it's a shock not a kiss It's electric twist, it's electric twist
And the touch of your lips it's a shock not a kiss It's electric twist, it's electric twist
And the touch of your lips it's a shock not a kiss It's electric twist, it's electric twist
He says don't think don't talk
Don't think
Don't think don't talk
Don't think
Don't think don't talk
But I don't think I want to '
Cause you give me the electric twist and it kicks and it kicks yeah
And true, letcha get away with it, it's a risk it's a risk yeah
You might get away with it It's a risk yeah
But it kicks yeah It really kicks yeah
I have a hard time explaining this song, but I really think it... fits Elle and Dean's dynamic. What they have is a weird friendship with benefits, but there's also this kind of wistful fucked up underlay of two people who wish they could have more but neither one believes it's possible for themselves. So they just... play this weird game.
Next Go Round. Nickelback.
I wanna do it till the sun comes up
Till we're both so good and sweaty we can't stand up
I wanna do it till we're both about to drop
As long as we're caught in together we're never gonna stop
I wanna go until the neighbors all complain
Cause they heard somebody screamin' and they think we're both in pain
I wanna go so long your parents think you died
There gonna call the cops the CIA and then the FBI
Yeah, we're gonna love it when the lights go down
Hold on, here we go
Yeah, we're gonna go until our legs give out
Round and round we go
Yeah, we're gonna do it hangin upside down
Up and down we go
Yeah, we're getting ready for the next go round
Round and round we go
Shut the windows, lock the doors, unplug the phone
For all intents and purposes there ain't nobody home
Then we can do it till the batteries are gone
And borrow two from the TV remote to throw this thing back on
I wanna cover you with jello in the tub
We can roll around for hours without ever comin' up
I want you naked with your favorite heels on
Rub John Deere across my ass and ride me up and down the lawn
Ok, I lied. Here's another Star Spangled Banner song. Because they always manage to come back to... having lots of sex.
I'm Not In Love. Tori Amos.
I'm not in love, so don't forget it.
It's just a silly phase I'm going through.
And just because I call you up,
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made.
I'm not in love, no no, it's because...
I like to see you, but then again,
That doesn't mean you mean that much to me.
So if I call you, don't make a fuss;
Don't tell your friends about the two of us.
I'm not in love, no no, it's because...
I keep your picture upon the wall.
It hides a nasty stain that's lying there.
So don't you ask me to give it back.
I know you know it doesn't mean that much to me.
I'm not in love, no no, it's because...
Ooh, you'll wait a long time for me.
Ooh, you'll wait a long time.
I'm not in love, I'm not in love...
They both keep telling themselves that there's absolutely no emotional attachment there, even though from their conversations, it's obvious they at least really care about each other as friends. But they also use their excuses to cover up all their scars from past experiences.
Wicked Game. Giant Drag.
World was on fire
No one could save me but you
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody
And I don't want to fall in love
No, I don't want to fall in love
What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you
And I don't wanna fall in love
No, I don't want to fall in love
World was on fire
No, no one could save me
Ain't it strange what desire
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody
Nobody loves no one.
Neither of them want that emotional attachment at all, and there's almost a resentment there that it exists at all. But underneath it all, they're both human.
Portions For Foxes. Rilo Kiley.
There's blood in my mouth 'cause I've been biting my tongue all week
I keep on talkin' trash but I never say anything
And the talkin' leads to touchin' and the touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left
And It's bad news
Baby I'm bad news I'm just bad news, bad news, bad news
I know I'm alone if I'm with or without you
but just bein' around you offers me another form of relief
When the loneliness leads to bad dreams
and the bad dreams lead me to callin' you
and I call you and say "C'MERE!"
And it's bad news
Baby I'm bad news
I'm just bad news, bad news, bad news
And it's bad news
Baby it's bad news
It's just bad news, bad news, bad news
'Cause you're just damage control for a walking corpse like me - like you
'Cause we'll all be
Portions for foxes
Yeah we'll all be
Portions for foxes
There's a pretty young thing in front of you
and she's real pretty and she's real into you
and then she's sleepin' inside of you
and the talkin' leads to touchin'
then touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left
And it's bad news
I don't blame you
I do the same thing I get lonely too
And you're bad news
My friends tell me to leave you
That you're bad news, bad news, bad news
Annnnd you already know I love this song for them. It's just... how and why they both turn to each other, and to others, and how it's probably bad for them, but they can't stop, and it both gives them something and takes something from them, and ... this is just one of my favorite songs.
I Want You But I Don't Need You. Amanda Palmer.
I like you, and I'd like you to like me to like you
But I don't need you, don't need you to need me to like you
Because if you didn't like me, I would still like you,
you see la lala... la lala...
I lick you, and I'd like you to like me to lick you
But I don't need you, don't need you to like me to lick you
If your pleasure turned into pain,
I would still lick for my personal gain
la lala... la lala...
I fuck you, and I'd like you to like me to fuck you
But I don't fucking need you,
don't need you to need me to fuck you
If you need me to need you to fuck,
that fucks everything up
la lala... la lala...
I want you, and I want you to want me to want you
But I don't need you,
don't need you to need me to need you
That's just me, so take me or leave me
But please don't need me,
don't need me to need you to need me
Because we're here a minute, the next we're dead
So love me or leave me but try not to need me
Enough said.
I want you, but I don't need you...
I love you, and I love how you love how I love you
But I don't need you,
don't need you to need me to love you
If your love changed into hate, would my love had been a mistake?
I don't know.
I don't know.
So I'm gunna leave you,
I'd like you to leave me to leave you
But lover, believe me;
it isn't because I don't need you (You know I don't need you)
All I wanted was to be wanted
But you're drowning me deep in your need to be needed
la lala... la lala
I want you, and I want you to want me to want you
But I don't need you,
don't need you to need me to lead you
That's just me, so take me or leave me
But please don't need me,
don't need me to need you to need me
Because we're here a minute, the next we're dead
So love me or leave me but try not to need me
Enough said.
I want you, but I don't need you...
I love this song the most. Because it's... something that starts out all funny and then becomes just heartbreaking and ... the story of these really damaged people. Which they both are. As soon as anything becomes too serious for either of them, it sounds their alarm bells, and yet they both seek attention and love in all the wrong ways.
A Sight to Behold. Eisley.
Could I be possibly insane
To think you and I have life figured out
And how does one approach this
When all our past loves have let us down
Oooh... Let's break the walls down
And find how to live
'Cause you and I have
So much to give
Oooh... I know that I have taken things
I've taken things I had for granted
I know this one thing's for sure
I won't let you ever walk out my door
Oooh... Let's break the walls down
And find how to live
'Cause you and I have
So much to give
Oooh... We are forming a sight to behold
Everybody tries to break up their thing, but they keep being determined to find a way around it and ignore those people anyways.
Bite My Tongue. Adam Richman.
So bite my tongue
From far away
I can't feel the words you say
They drift on
In and out of my world
And stupid me
I can't relate
Do I love or care or hate?
Are you my friend,
Are you the end
Or just a girl?
You're still here
I can't believe
My life has not moved on
Out of fear
Or even knowing with you
Something will go wrong
I guess I can't replace
The poetry from off your face
It speaks to me like I'm the only one
So bite my tongue
From far away
It's a game we shouldn't play
And I know
Someone's bound to get hurt
But that's you
Your spirit's free
You would take that chance on me
And I know you don't mind
Playing in the dirt
Cause you're still here
I can't believe
My life has not moved on
Out of fear
Or even knowing with you
Something will go wrong
I guess I can't replace
The poetry from off your face
It makes me like I'm the only one
I am the only one
Only one Only one
Dean's not sure why he hasn't just taken everyone's advice and left Elle behind like every other girl, but she manages to give him a level of comfort and acceptance when they're together that makes him feel ... a lot more understood than he usually ever does.
Walk Away. Kelly Clarkson.
You've got your mother and your brother
Every other undercover
Tellin' you what to say (say)
You think I'm stupid
But the truth is
That it's cupid, baby
Lovin' you has made me this way
So before you point your finger
Get your hands off of my trigger
Oh yeah You need to know this situation's getting old
And now the more you talk
The less I can say,
oh I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why are you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey Just walk away
Just walk away Just walk away
I waited here for you
Like a kid waiting after school
So tell me how come you never showed (showed)?
I gave you everything
And never asked for anything
And look at me I'm all alone (alone)
So, before you start defendin'
Baby, stop all your pretendin'
I know you know I know
So what's the point in being slow
Let's get the show on the road today
Hey I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why are you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey Just walk away
Just walk away Just walk away
I wanna love I want a fire
To feel the burn
My desires I wanna man by my side
Not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me?
Die for me? Live and breathe for me?
Do you care for me?
'Cause if you don't then just leave
I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why are you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey Just walk away
This is Elle's perspective, with all of Dean's friends ganging up on her behind his back, and how she told him she was done with it and wanted out of his life and drama factory.
Toy Soldier. Charlotte Sometimes.
You're bankrupt in your
You're bankrupt in your heart
Don't even look at me
My words could shatter glass
And as a toy soldier from my past
I have no use for you,
I took you off my shelf
Don't you know I'm here for someone else
Don't be so charming, don't be so charming
Severely lonely but that doesn't bother me
I got a boy on the corner who'd love to be
Kissing me, hugging me, holding me tight
I won't feel the need to call you at night
No, no, no, no, no
I take it back, all I've ever said
All the things I never really meant
Take me back, I want my toy soldier
It's okay if we play pretend
I promise to forget
You're plastic and on my shelf
Let's fake romance and I'll be someone else
Don't even touch me, my hands are cold as ice
And as a toy soldier in my life
Have nothing left to give
And all this fighting hurts
The more I yell at you
the less you seem to learn
No, no, no, no, no I take it back,
all I've ever said
All the things I never really meant
Take me back,
I want my toy soldier
It's okay if we play pretend
I promise to forget
You're plastic and on my shelf
Let's fake romance and I'll be someone else
I absolutely adore this song for them. :3 Because of the obvious... Elle's fascination with men as 'toys' and Dean's soldier complex, and this is just them falling back into old familiar ways even after they say they won't. And they both just want things to be easy and uncomplicated and ... yes.
All the Same. Sick Puppies.
I dont mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
But I dont like illusions I cant see
Them clearly
I dont care, no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do
I dont mind
I dont care
As long as you're here
[Chorus] Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's all the same
Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
But in-between it always seems too long
For certain
But I have the skill, yeah
I have the will, to breathe you in while I can
However long you stay is all that I am
I dont mind, I dont care
As long as you're here
Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's always the same
Wrong or Right
Black or White
If I close my eyes Its all the same In my life
The compromise I'll close my eyes
Its all the same
And this is just how no matter what happens, because everything always seemed to go wrong, they still manage to end up friends anyways, and not hold it against each other.
Download it here.
Subject | Dean/Elle Bishop. (Dean is likedillinger and Elle is snarky_blonde )
Title | Try Not to Need Me
Notes | This mix is actually what inspired me to start the fanmix meme, because I was already making a mix about Dean/sex, and I kept finding songs about like... a chick with the same attitude. And realized I could make a mix about Dean and Elle's similar takes on sex. So the first half of the mix is that, while the second half deals with the emotional drama in their lives. 28 tracks. You can still request your own retarded mix here. Download it inside.
Inside of You. Hoobastank.
It seems so obvious
Theres something up with us
I swear I feel it
From across the room.
So can I ask you this?
Not to be forward, miss,
But I think I'd kill myself If I never knew...
What do I have to do To get inside of you? To get inside of you?
Cuz I love the way you move,
When I'm inside of you. When I'm inside of you...
Just ask and I will do
Anything you want me to
There is no limit
To how far I will go..
And Im sure I can pretend
To be a gentlemen..
But before I begin,
I just gotta know...
What do I have to do
To get inside of you?
To get inside of you?
Cuz I love the way you move,
When I'm inside of you.
When I'm inside of you...
For now I'll play the game
And I'm waiting for your move
But I've got to say
That I never lose...
God, this song is so ridiculously Dean, I can't even say much about it. He just always has the best intentions in mind...
Radar. Britney Spears.
Confidence is a must
Cockiness is a plus
Edginess is a rush
Edges (I like 'em rough)
A man with a Midas touch
Intoxicate me, I'm a lush
Stop you're making me blush
People are looking at us
I don't think you know (know)
I'm checking it so hot (so hot) I
Wonder if he knows he's on my radar (on my radar)
on my radar (on my radar)
And if I notice you I know it's you.
Choose you don't wanna lose
you're on my radar (on my radar)
on my radar (on my radar)
When you walk (when you walk)
and when you talk (when you talk)
I get the tingle, I wanna mingle,
that's what I want (that's what I want)
Hey, listen, baby, turn up the fader..
try to make you understand you're on my radar (on my radar)
on my radar (on my radar)
On my radar (got you on my) radar (got you on my) radar (got you on my) RADAR
Interesting sense of style
Ten million dollar smile
Think I cant handle that
Animal in the sack
His eyes see right to my soul
I surrender self-control
Catch me looking again
Falling right into my plan..
I don't think you know (know)
I'm checking it so hot (so hot)
Wonder if he knows he's on my radar (on my radar) on my radar (on my radar)
And if I notice you I know it's you
Choose you don't wanna lose
you're on my radar (on my radar) on my radar (on my radar)
When you walk (when you walk) and when you talk (when you talk)
I get the tingle, I wanna mingle, that's what I want (that's what I want)
Hey, listen, baby, turn up the fader..
try to make you understand
you're on my radar (on my radar) on my radar (on my radar)
And the Elle equivalent to the first song. Though it's disturbingly Freudian that there's a line about the man with the midas touch. o_o Also, I endeavored to fill this mix with a shit ton of Britney Spears to max out the amount Dean would hate me for it.
Circus. Britney Spears.
There's only two types of people in the world
The ones that entertain,
and the ones that observe
Well baby I'm a put-on-a-show kinda girl
Don't like the backseat, gotta be first (oh, oh)
I'm like the ringleader I call the shots (call the shots)
I'm like a firecracker I make it hot (make it hot)
When I put on a show I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins (hah, hah, hah)
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break (hah, hah, hah)
I'm like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage (hah, hah, hah)
Better be ready, hope that ya feel the same (hah, hah, hah)
All the eyes on me in the center of the ring
Just like a circus (ah, ah, ahaha-hah)
When I crack that whip, everybody gonna trip
Just like a circus (ah, ah, ahaha-hah)
Don't stand there watching me, follow me
Show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
Just like a circus (ah, ah, ahaha-hah, ha, ha, ha, ha, ho, ho, ho)
There's only two types of guys out there,
Ones that can hang with me, and ones that are scared
So baby I hope that you came prepared
I run a tight ship, so beware
I'm like a ring leader, I call the shots.
I'm like a fire cracker, I make it hot when I put on a show.
More Britney Spears. :3 This is for Elle... or maybe Dean. Anyways, it's about her take-charge attitude and how their sex lives are basically like a three ring circus.
4ever. The Veronicas.
Here we are, so whatcha gonna do?
Do I gotta spell it out for you?
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don’t really care
Size me up you know I beat the best
Tick tock no time to rest
Let them say what they're gonna say
But tonight, I just don’t really care
Come on baby we ain’t gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah (with you) Yeah, yeah
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever
I’ve seen it all I’ve got nothing to prove
Come on baby just make your move
Follow me let's leave it all behind tonight
Like we just don’t care
Let me take you on the ride of your life
That’s what I said all right
They can say what they wanna say
Cause tonight, I just don’t even care
Come on baby we ain’t gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah (with you) Yeah, yeah
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever
Let's pretend you’re mine (We could just pretend, we could just pretend, yeah yeah)
You got what I like (You got what I like, I got what you like)
Oh come on
Just one taste and you’ll want more
So tell me what you're waiting for
For the first time Dean and Elle met, and how they both just had the same thing in mind, and sort of just live for the moment when it comes to hooking up.
Burning Down the House. Tom Jones with the Cardigans.
Fightin' fire with fire Watch out you might get what you're after
Cool babies strange but not a stranger
I'm an ordinary guy
Burning down the house
Hold tight
Wait till the party's over
Hold tight
We're in for nasty weather
There has got to be a way
Burning down the house
Here's your ticket pack your bags
Time for jumpin' overboard
The transportation is here
Close enough but not too far
Maybe you know where you are
Fightin' fire with fire
All wet hey you might need a raincoat
Shakedown dreams walking in broad daylight
Three hun-dred six-ty five de-grees
Burning down the house
It was once upon a place sometimes
I listen to myself
Gonna come in first place
People on their way to work baby what did you except
Gonna burst into flame
Fightin' fire with fire
Fightin' fire with fire
Burning down the house
My house's Out of the ordinary
That's right
Don't wanna to hurt nobody
Some things sure can sweep me off my feet
Burning down the house
Watch out you might get what you're after
Cool babies strange but not a stranger
I'm an ordinary guy Burning down the house
Three hundred six-ty five degrees
Burning down the house
Fightin' fire with fire Fightin' fire with fire
Gonna burst into flame Burnin' down the house
My house
Burnin' down the house
No visible means of support and you have not seen nothin' yet
Everything's stuck together I don't know what you expect staring into your TV set
Fighting fire with fire
Maybe it's the Tom Jones but this song always reminds me of a casino, which was Dean and Elle's first date. AND THIS MIX IS FULL OF FIRE / ELECTRICITY REFERENCES because I am just so original.
Futuresex/Lovesound. Justin Timberlake.
Future sex love sound You know what you want(yea)
And that makes you just like me
See everybody says you're hot, baby
But can you make it hot for me
Said if you're thinking 'bout holding back
Don't worry, girl '
Cause I'm gonna make it so easy
So slide a little bit closer to me, little girl
Daddy's on a mission to please
Wait a second
She's hopped up on me I've got her in my zone
Her body's pressed up on me
I think she's ready to blow
Must be my future sex love sound
And when it goes down
Baby all you gotta do is
Just tell me which way you like that
All you gotta do is
Tell me which way you like that
Do you like it like this
Do you like it like that
Tell me which way you like that
Tell me which way you like that
You can't stop, baby
You can't stop once you've turned me on
And your enemy are your thoughts, baby
So just let em go '
Cause all I need is a moment alone
To give you my tone
And put you outta control
And after you let it in
We'll be skin to skin It's just so natural
Wait a second
She's hopped up on me I've got her in my zone
Her body's pressed up on me I think she's ready to blow
Must be my future sex love sound
And when it goes down
Baby all you gotta do is
Future Sex Love Sound (sounds)
Now, wait a second
She's hopped up on me I've got her in my zone
Her body's pressed up on me I thinks she's ready to blow
Must be my future sex love sound,
And when it goes down B
aby all you gotta do is
Look, this song is just sexy and this part of the mix is... comprised of said sexy songs.
Tap That. Megan McCauley.
Oh snap, look at that, there you go,
Where you at,slow it down baby,
We should go crazy,
Tempt you, tease you, anything you want to do,
I'll give it to you just how you like it boy.
Don't play dumb, you know you wanted to,
Fill my cup, that's what we came to do.
I'm the boss, keep that in your head,
Don't forget, you know I'm gonna get you.
I'm gonna teach ya how to scream my name,
Your never gonna get away from me
(Yeah I kinda like that, I wanna tap that, you can bet I'm gonna get you)
Come on over here and play with me,
Let me be your dirty fantasy. (Yeah I kinda like that, I wanna tap that, you can bet I'm gonna get you.. Yeah)
Head to toe, priceless, my diamonds, flawless,
Kiss the ring, show me, I'm the one and only,
Cause in a few, I'm gonna show ya some-thin' new baby
, And we can do, what you really wanna do.
Don't play dumb, you know you wanted to,
Fill my cup, that's what we came to do.
I'm the boss, keep that in your head,
Don't forget, you know I'm gonna get you.
I'm gonna teach ya how to scream my name,
Your never gonna get away from me (Yeah I kinda like that, I wanna tap that, you can bet I'm gonna get you)
Come on over here and play with me,
Let me be your dirty fantasy. (Yeah I kinda like that, I wanna tap that, you can bet I'm gonna get you..)
I'm gonna get you I know you wanna talk to me,
Just tell me what you wanna see,
And maybe we can do something,
That sometimes leads to other things,
And yeah I kinda want that,
Show me all about that,
Show me you got what it takes to come with me and do it tonight..
I'm going to run out of ways to say THIS SONG IS ABOUT SEX so I'm just going to like... start quoting the Star Spangled Banner instead.
S.E.X. Nickelback.
No is a dirty word,
Never gonna say it first,
No is just a thought that never crosses my mind.
Maybe in the parking lot,
Better bring your friend along,
Better off together than just one at a time.
S is for the simple need.
E is for the ecstasy.
X is just to mark the spot,
Because that's the one you really want. (Yes!)
Sex is always the answer, it's never a question,
'Coz the answer's yes, oh the answers (Yes)
Not just a suggestion, if you ask the question,
Then it's always yes. Yeeeah!
I'm loving what you wanna wear,
I wonder what's up under there?
Wonder if I'll ever have it under my tongue?
I love to try to set you free,
I love you all over me.
Love to hear the sound you make the second you're done.
I know Fi put this on her mix already but I just... couldn't bear with it not being on here, because it's like my favorite song for Dean and... his insatiable appetite for doing it. And how Elle & Dean just... never know how to say no.
Sex Is Not the Enemy. Garbage.
No evolution
Sometimes it depresses me
The same old same old
We keep repeating history
The institution curses curiosity
It's our conviction
Sex is not the enemy
A revolution Is the solution
A revolution Is the solution
I don't feel guilty
No matter what they're telling me
I won't feel dirty and buy into their misery
I won't be shamed cause I believe that love is free
It fuels the heart and sex is not my enemy
A revolution Is the solution
A revolution Is the solution
True love like gold
There's not enough to go around
But then there's god and doesn't god love everyone?
Give me a choice
Give me a chance to turn the key and find my voice
Sex is not the enemy
OHHH SAY CAN YOU SEEEEE
Oops! I Did It Again (Rodney Jerkins Mix). Britney Spears.
I think I did it again.
I made you believe
We're more than just friends.
Oh, baby; It might seem like a crush,
But it doesn't mean
That I'm serious.
'Cause to lose all my senses...
That is just so typically me.
Oh, baby; baby.
Oops! ... I did it again.
I played with your heart.
Got lost in the game. Oh, baby; baby.
Oops! ... You think I'm in love.
That I'm sent from above...
I'm not that innocent.
You see my problem is this:
I'm dreaming away;
Wishing that heroes, they truly exist.
I cry watching the days.
Can't you see I'm a fool In so many ways?
But to lose all my senses...
That is just so typically me. Baby, oh.
Both Elle and Dean sometimes forget that.... not everyone in the world views one night stands the way they do. And lead people on without realizing it.
Sexyback. Justin Timberlake.
I'm bringin' sexy back (Yeah)
Them other boys don't know how to act!(Yeah)
I think it's special what's behind your back.(Yeah)
So turn around and I'll pick up the slack!(Yeah)
(Take em' to the bridge!)
Dirty babe...(Uh Huh)
You see these shackles? Baby I'm your slave(Uh Huh)
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave!(Uh Huh)
It's just that no one makes me feel this way(Uh Huh)
(Take em' to the chorus!)
BY THE DAWN'S EARLY LIGHT
Shut Up and Drive. Rihanna.
I've been looking for a driver who's qualified
So if you think that you're the one step into my ride
I'm a fine-tuned supersonic speed machine
With a sunroof top and a gangster lean
So if you feel me let me know, know, know
Come on now what you waiting for, for, for
My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Got you where you wanna go if you know what i mean
Got a ride that smoother than a limosine
Can you handle the curves? Can you run all the lights?
If you can baby boy then we can go all night
Cos I'm 0 to 60 in three point five Baby you got the keys-
Now shut up and drive (drive, drive, drive)
Shut up and drive (drive, drive, drive)
I got class like a 57 cadillac
Got all the drive but a whole lot of boom in the back
You look like you can handle whats under my hood
You keep saying that you will boy I wish you would
So if you feel me let me know, know, know
Come on now what you waiting for, for, for
My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
Got you where you wanna go if you know what i mean
Got a ride that smoother than a limosine
Can you handle the curves? Can you run all the lights?
If you can baby boy then we can go all night
I'm a sucker for car related songs on Dean mixes too. Mmmm.
Lace and Leather. Britney Spears.
French finger tips, red lips, bitch is dangerous
Cotton candy kiss, can't wait for my sugar rush
Can't take it no more, I've got to have more tonight (tonight)
This feeling so strong, I'm puttin' you on tonight
Alright, let's go... Baby take a seat, eyes on me, this is my show
Your one and only pleasure All decked in lace and leather
Fantasy, courtesy... of me, baby let's go
Watch me apply the pressure
All decked in lace and leather
Heels 6-inch, makes a boy want to bite his lip
Look but don't touch, unless you want to loose your innocence
Can't take it no more I've got to have more tonight
Night, night, night, night, night, night, night, night, night
This feeling so strong, I'm puttin' you on tonight
Night, night, night, night, night, night... Let's go...
This reminds me a lot of threesome night. :3
Ooh Ooh Baby. Britney Spears.
The way you smile, the way you taste
You know I have an appetite for sexy things
All you do is look at me, it's a disgrace
What's running through my mind is you,
Up in my face yeah, yeah
Your voice is like music to my ears,
Whisper softly and the world just dissapears
Take me high and just wipe away my fears,
When you're with me
Oh boy, it's my heartbeat that i hear
Ooh, ooh baby
Touch me and i come alive
I can feel you on my lips
I can feel you deep inside
Ooh, ooh baby In your arms I finally breathe
Wrap me up in all your love
That's the oxygen I need, yeah
You're fillin me up You're fillin me up You're fillin me up You're fillin me up You're fillin me up You're fillin me up with your love
The more you move,
The more I tense
It's like you got me hypnotised
I'm in a trance
Your jersey fits It's right at home,
between my hands
And now I hope you know that I'm
Your biggest fan yeah, yeah
Your voice is like music to my ears, W
hisper softly and the world just dissapears
Take me high and just wipe away my fears,
When you're with me
Oh boy, it's my heartbeat that i hear
They just ... really love banging each other, obviously. Since it happens... a lot.
Perfect Lover. Britney Spears.
My body feels like an inferno
Like I'm in a race and I'm jumping the hurdle
Come closer we'll pursue it
Baby Just let go we can do it
Baby I'm just hot for taking
Don't you wanna see my body naked
And I bet you like the way I shake it
And I hope that you can take it
You're the perfect lover I'm in love with all the things you do
So seductive when you touch me I can't get enough of you
You're the best Baby, you got me obsessed
And I can't catch my breath
Baby, I must confess you got me
Ah, ah, ah When you come around
Got me so damn high
Can't come down
Everytime you touch me there
You make me feel so hot
I love it
everything you do is so seductive
You got everything that I want and then some
And I can't even front so listen I know what your missing
Better hurry up
Cause time is ticking
Tic Tock Tic Tock
Come and Get me while I'm hot
Pull up to my bumper
Need a jump, not a chump
Fill me up, I'm running low
Let me drive you crazy
All night cause we got so far to go
WHAT SO PROOOUDLY WE HAILED
Crystal Ball. Pink.
Drinking wine and thinking bliss, is on the other side of this
I just need a compass and a willing accomplice
All my doubts that fill my head cascading up and down again
Up and down and round again, down and up and round again.
Oh, I've had my chances and I've taken them all.
Just to end up right back here on the floor.
To end up right back here in on the floor.
Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell.
But I'm not scared at all...hmmmhmmmm
Of the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball.
Sometimes you think everything is wrapped inside a diamond ring
Love just needs a witness and a little forgivness
And a halo of patience and a less sporadic pace
and I'm learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes.
Oh I've felt that fire and I've been burned
But I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned
I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned.
Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel.
Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell.
But I'm not scared at all...hmmmhmmmm
Of the cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball.
Irony, irony, is hating love, hating love
What it does to me, what it's done to me. What is done...done
On to the FEELINGS part of the mix. Mostly. For the log where Elle explained her story, and about Sylar and really opened up to Dean about how fucked over she's been.
Addicted. Saving Abel.
I'm so addicted to
All the things you do
When you're going down on me
In between the sheets
Or the sound you make
With every breath you take
It's not like anything
When you're loving me
Oh girl lets take it slow
So as for you well you know where to go
I want to take my love and hate you till the end
It's not like you to turn away
From all the bullshit I can't take
It's not like me to walk away
I'm so addicted too all the things
You do when you're going down on me
In between the sheets
Or the sound you make
With every breathe
you take It's not like anything
When you're loving me
Yeah I know when it's getting rough
All the times we spend
When we try to make
This love something better than
Just making love again
It's not like you to turn away
All the bullshit I can't take
Just when I think I can walk away
With all the drama that starts swirling around them, sometimes it seems like they just spend half their time smoothing things over again. Usually with sex. Even if the smarter thing is to just go their separate ways, for their own reasons... they don't.
Electric Twist. A Fine Frenzy. Y
ou should be wilder, you're no fun at all
Yeah, thanks for the input
Thanks for the call
With dull knives and white hands
The blood of a stone
Cold to the touch, right
Right down the bone
But you give me the electric twist and it kicks like kicks like a pony
And true, you might get away with it It's a risk, it's a risk yeah
Picked from a hot grove, packaged for sale
It drips down the sleeve
Gets under your nails
A loss of the senses
A chip off a tooth
The smells of the city
They ride in your suit
He says don't think don't talk
Don't think
Don't think don't talk
Don't think
Don't think don't talk
But I don't think I want to
'Cause you give me the electric twist and it kicks and it kicks like a pony
And true, you might run away with it, it's a risk it's a risk yeah
Because it kicks yeah It really kicks yeah
And the touch of your lips it's a shock not a kiss
It's electric twist, it's electric twist
And the touch of your lips it's a shock not a kiss It's electric twist, it's electric twist
And the touch of your lips it's a shock not a kiss It's electric twist, it's electric twist
And the touch of your lips it's a shock not a kiss It's electric twist, it's electric twist
He says don't think don't talk
Don't think
Don't think don't talk
Don't think
Don't think don't talk
But I don't think I want to '
Cause you give me the electric twist and it kicks and it kicks yeah
And true, letcha get away with it, it's a risk it's a risk yeah
You might get away with it It's a risk yeah
But it kicks yeah It really kicks yeah
I have a hard time explaining this song, but I really think it... fits Elle and Dean's dynamic. What they have is a weird friendship with benefits, but there's also this kind of wistful fucked up underlay of two people who wish they could have more but neither one believes it's possible for themselves. So they just... play this weird game.
Next Go Round. Nickelback.
I wanna do it till the sun comes up
Till we're both so good and sweaty we can't stand up
I wanna do it till we're both about to drop
As long as we're caught in together we're never gonna stop
I wanna go until the neighbors all complain
Cause they heard somebody screamin' and they think we're both in pain
I wanna go so long your parents think you died
There gonna call the cops the CIA and then the FBI
Yeah, we're gonna love it when the lights go down
Hold on, here we go
Yeah, we're gonna go until our legs give out
Round and round we go
Yeah, we're gonna do it hangin upside down
Up and down we go
Yeah, we're getting ready for the next go round
Round and round we go
Shut the windows, lock the doors, unplug the phone
For all intents and purposes there ain't nobody home
Then we can do it till the batteries are gone
And borrow two from the TV remote to throw this thing back on
I wanna cover you with jello in the tub
We can roll around for hours without ever comin' up
I want you naked with your favorite heels on
Rub John Deere across my ass and ride me up and down the lawn
Ok, I lied. Here's another Star Spangled Banner song. Because they always manage to come back to... having lots of sex.
I'm Not In Love. Tori Amos.
I'm not in love, so don't forget it.
It's just a silly phase I'm going through.
And just because I call you up,
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made.
I'm not in love, no no, it's because...
I like to see you, but then again,
That doesn't mean you mean that much to me.
So if I call you, don't make a fuss;
Don't tell your friends about the two of us.
I'm not in love, no no, it's because...
I keep your picture upon the wall.
It hides a nasty stain that's lying there.
So don't you ask me to give it back.
I know you know it doesn't mean that much to me.
I'm not in love, no no, it's because...
Ooh, you'll wait a long time for me.
Ooh, you'll wait a long time.
I'm not in love, I'm not in love...
They both keep telling themselves that there's absolutely no emotional attachment there, even though from their conversations, it's obvious they at least really care about each other as friends. But they also use their excuses to cover up all their scars from past experiences.
Wicked Game. Giant Drag.
World was on fire
No one could save me but you
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody
And I don't want to fall in love
No, I don't want to fall in love
What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you
And I don't wanna fall in love
No, I don't want to fall in love
World was on fire
No, no one could save me
Ain't it strange what desire
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody
Nobody loves no one.
Neither of them want that emotional attachment at all, and there's almost a resentment there that it exists at all. But underneath it all, they're both human.
Portions For Foxes. Rilo Kiley.
There's blood in my mouth 'cause I've been biting my tongue all week
I keep on talkin' trash but I never say anything
And the talkin' leads to touchin' and the touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left
And It's bad news
Baby I'm bad news I'm just bad news, bad news, bad news
I know I'm alone if I'm with or without you
but just bein' around you offers me another form of relief
When the loneliness leads to bad dreams
and the bad dreams lead me to callin' you
and I call you and say "C'MERE!"
And it's bad news
Baby I'm bad news
I'm just bad news, bad news, bad news
And it's bad news
Baby it's bad news
It's just bad news, bad news, bad news
'Cause you're just damage control for a walking corpse like me - like you
'Cause we'll all be
Portions for foxes
Yeah we'll all be
Portions for foxes
There's a pretty young thing in front of you
and she's real pretty and she's real into you
and then she's sleepin' inside of you
and the talkin' leads to touchin'
then touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left
And it's bad news
I don't blame you
I do the same thing I get lonely too
And you're bad news
My friends tell me to leave you
That you're bad news, bad news, bad news
Annnnd you already know I love this song for them. It's just... how and why they both turn to each other, and to others, and how it's probably bad for them, but they can't stop, and it both gives them something and takes something from them, and ... this is just one of my favorite songs.
I Want You But I Don't Need You. Amanda Palmer.
I like you, and I'd like you to like me to like you
But I don't need you, don't need you to need me to like you
Because if you didn't like me, I would still like you,
you see la lala... la lala...
I lick you, and I'd like you to like me to lick you
But I don't need you, don't need you to like me to lick you
If your pleasure turned into pain,
I would still lick for my personal gain
la lala... la lala...
I fuck you, and I'd like you to like me to fuck you
But I don't fucking need you,
don't need you to need me to fuck you
If you need me to need you to fuck,
that fucks everything up
la lala... la lala...
I want you, and I want you to want me to want you
But I don't need you,
don't need you to need me to need you
That's just me, so take me or leave me
But please don't need me,
don't need me to need you to need me
Because we're here a minute, the next we're dead
So love me or leave me but try not to need me
Enough said.
I want you, but I don't need you...
I love you, and I love how you love how I love you
But I don't need you,
don't need you to need me to love you
If your love changed into hate, would my love had been a mistake?
I don't know.
I don't know.
So I'm gunna leave you,
I'd like you to leave me to leave you
But lover, believe me;
it isn't because I don't need you (You know I don't need you)
All I wanted was to be wanted
But you're drowning me deep in your need to be needed
la lala... la lala
I want you, and I want you to want me to want you
But I don't need you,
don't need you to need me to lead you
That's just me, so take me or leave me
But please don't need me,
don't need me to need you to need me
Because we're here a minute, the next we're dead
So love me or leave me but try not to need me
Enough said.
I want you, but I don't need you...
I love this song the most. Because it's... something that starts out all funny and then becomes just heartbreaking and ... the story of these really damaged people. Which they both are. As soon as anything becomes too serious for either of them, it sounds their alarm bells, and yet they both seek attention and love in all the wrong ways.
A Sight to Behold. Eisley.
Could I be possibly insane
To think you and I have life figured out
And how does one approach this
When all our past loves have let us down
Oooh... Let's break the walls down
And find how to live
'Cause you and I have
So much to give
Oooh... I know that I have taken things
I've taken things I had for granted
I know this one thing's for sure
I won't let you ever walk out my door
Oooh... Let's break the walls down
And find how to live
'Cause you and I have
So much to give
Oooh... We are forming a sight to behold
Everybody tries to break up their thing, but they keep being determined to find a way around it and ignore those people anyways.
Bite My Tongue. Adam Richman.
So bite my tongue
From far away
I can't feel the words you say
They drift on
In and out of my world
And stupid me
I can't relate
Do I love or care or hate?
Are you my friend,
Are you the end
Or just a girl?
You're still here
I can't believe
My life has not moved on
Out of fear
Or even knowing with you
Something will go wrong
I guess I can't replace
The poetry from off your face
It speaks to me like I'm the only one
So bite my tongue
From far away
It's a game we shouldn't play
And I know
Someone's bound to get hurt
But that's you
Your spirit's free
You would take that chance on me
And I know you don't mind
Playing in the dirt
Cause you're still here
I can't believe
My life has not moved on
Out of fear
Or even knowing with you
Something will go wrong
I guess I can't replace
The poetry from off your face
It makes me like I'm the only one
I am the only one
Only one Only one
Dean's not sure why he hasn't just taken everyone's advice and left Elle behind like every other girl, but she manages to give him a level of comfort and acceptance when they're together that makes him feel ... a lot more understood than he usually ever does.
Walk Away. Kelly Clarkson.
You've got your mother and your brother
Every other undercover
Tellin' you what to say (say)
You think I'm stupid
But the truth is
That it's cupid, baby
Lovin' you has made me this way
So before you point your finger
Get your hands off of my trigger
Oh yeah You need to know this situation's getting old
And now the more you talk
The less I can say,
oh I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why are you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey Just walk away
Just walk away Just walk away
I waited here for you
Like a kid waiting after school
So tell me how come you never showed (showed)?
I gave you everything
And never asked for anything
And look at me I'm all alone (alone)
So, before you start defendin'
Baby, stop all your pretendin'
I know you know I know
So what's the point in being slow
Let's get the show on the road today
Hey I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why are you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey Just walk away
Just walk away Just walk away
I wanna love I want a fire
To feel the burn
My desires I wanna man by my side
Not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me?
Die for me? Live and breathe for me?
Do you care for me?
'Cause if you don't then just leave
I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why are you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey Just walk away
This is Elle's perspective, with all of Dean's friends ganging up on her behind his back, and how she told him she was done with it and wanted out of his life and drama factory.
Toy Soldier. Charlotte Sometimes.
You're bankrupt in your
You're bankrupt in your heart
Don't even look at me
My words could shatter glass
And as a toy soldier from my past
I have no use for you,
I took you off my shelf
Don't you know I'm here for someone else
Don't be so charming, don't be so charming
Severely lonely but that doesn't bother me
I got a boy on the corner who'd love to be
Kissing me, hugging me, holding me tight
I won't feel the need to call you at night
No, no, no, no, no
I take it back, all I've ever said
All the things I never really meant
Take me back, I want my toy soldier
It's okay if we play pretend
I promise to forget
You're plastic and on my shelf
Let's fake romance and I'll be someone else
Don't even touch me, my hands are cold as ice
And as a toy soldier in my life
Have nothing left to give
And all this fighting hurts
The more I yell at you
the less you seem to learn
No, no, no, no, no I take it back,
all I've ever said
All the things I never really meant
Take me back,
I want my toy soldier
It's okay if we play pretend
I promise to forget
You're plastic and on my shelf
Let's fake romance and I'll be someone else
I absolutely adore this song for them. :3 Because of the obvious... Elle's fascination with men as 'toys' and Dean's soldier complex, and this is just them falling back into old familiar ways even after they say they won't. And they both just want things to be easy and uncomplicated and ... yes.
All the Same. Sick Puppies.
I dont mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
But I dont like illusions I cant see
Them clearly
I dont care, no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do
I dont mind
I dont care
As long as you're here
[Chorus] Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's all the same
Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
But in-between it always seems too long
For certain
But I have the skill, yeah
I have the will, to breathe you in while I can
However long you stay is all that I am
I dont mind, I dont care
As long as you're here
Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's always the same
Wrong or Right
Black or White
If I close my eyes Its all the same In my life
The compromise I'll close my eyes
Its all the same
And this is just how no matter what happens, because everything always seemed to go wrong, they still manage to end up friends anyways, and not hold it against each other.
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