don't tremble because they hate you
thrive because they just don't understand it
you've got everything and everyone you could ever need
wrapped in that sweater that keeps your arms warm
memories will keep you warm too
be sure to hold on to those as long as your mind will let you
and when you get too old to even remember your first kiss
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if you really meant it..
fucking show me
not telling me on the phone
come to my house with candy
and tell me how much of an idiot you are
tell me you can't live without me
show me that i'm the ONLY one
no exceptions
i dont want to hear how you like other girls
you can't have both
and if you can't do any of this
then fuck you.

wow it was a really bad day for the good person inside of me
everything i did today was bad news.
oh well!
oc's on tonighttttttt get pumped.

i miss you.
why do you make me want to wait for you.
i can't wait. what am i thinking?
there is no waiting.
that's just me making it up.
i just keep remembering stuff and it's hard.
i can't.
make it stop.

i'm very excited about my negatives that i just got back from wal mart for photography class! they only cost $2 ( Read more... )

you know that feeling in your stomach when you havn't eaten in so long?
and then you try to eat and it's really, really difficult?
i'm experiencing that.

families are weird ( Read more... )

i'm trying to surround myself with distractions and people
but when i am alone i still have to sit here and deal with reality
and that sucks.
i HATE sitting all alone in my stupid big house.
i HATE sitting alone in my life.
i hate that i care
i hate that i pretend to not care
i hate that i'm remember how it used to act
it's all an act.

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there really is more out there!
the world!
thank god!