Man, I want to BE Barack Obama. I want to go to all the inaugural balls, wear all the expensive clothing, and be the most intelligent and powerful man in the room!!!!

He makes me feel like I'm not doing anything with my life.

This livejournal account actually started out as a private one. I created it in order to develop my writing and to seek catharsis. And even though I've made friends (who are all awesome btw), this journal is still about 85% private (full of random creative lines and things that no one would understand or care about ( Read more... )

Ever get the feeling that God (or some cosmic force) is trying to tell you something, but you don't know what?

 I'm sad.

I've been idle because I've been being too external.

So external that I can't focus inward 

I'm sneaking in a bit of time before today's hectic events begin at university...

Man, my life is extraordinarily crazy these days. And not in a good way (although many positive things have been happening as well).

I won't go into detail but some unbelievable, surreal and repulsive things have taken place and I'm just ready to go home. Right now.

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Comment and I'll give you a letter.
*Then you'll have to list 10 things you love that begin with that letter.
*After that, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own.

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In the desert
I saw a creature, naked, bestial,
Who, squatting upon the ground,
Held his heart in his hands,
And ate of it.
I said, "Is it good, friend?"
"It is bitter--bitter," he answered;
"But I like it
Because it is bitter,
And because it is my heart."

-Stephen Crane

I love my Julie Andrews icon!

Anyway, I'm pondering the nature of resentment.

Clematis
You scored 29% exotic, 56% fragile, and 38% complex!

Traditional flower symbolism: artifice & ingenuity.
Your opposite is the Passion Flower.


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