"all that she intends, and all she keeps inside, isn't on the label"
took from stukinthemoment
Basics
Your gender: female.
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight.
Single?: very much unfortunately, yes.
If not, do you want to be?: ...
Birthdate: august 22, 1986.
Your age: 18, closer to 19.
Age you act: meh, I have no idea. I hope I act my age, though I know damn well I don't look my age.
Age you wish you were: I wish I was 20.
Your height: 5'7''.
Eye color: shit brown.
Happy with it?: only when I hear the song "Brown Eyed Girl".
Hair color: a whole mix of things that pretty much ends up being dirty blonde.
Happy with it?: no
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: ambidextrous.
Your living arrangement: with my parents, and the dogs.
Your family: mother, father, a cat, and the dogs.
Have any pets?: a cat, 2 dogs, and many fish.
Whats your job?: cashier/stocker at Ollie's Bargain Outlet.
Piercings?: ears. I hope to have more in there sometime soon, here.
Tattoos?: when I get the money, and the balls, and find the best place to get a tatoo done.
Obsessions?: music.
Addictions?: music.
Do you speak another language?: spanish, philadelphian.
Have a favorite quote?: "Those who dance are considered insane by those who can't hear the music." -George Carlin.
Do you have a webpage?: this one.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You In It
Do you live in the moment?: I try to.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes.
Do you have any secrets?: many.
Do you hate yourself?: yes.
Do you like your handwriting?: not really, no.
Do you have any bad habits?: many.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: that i have a nice personality, and i'm funny. also, i actually have a lot of people tell me i'm awesome. that's pretty cool.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Irony.
What's your biggest fear?: loneliness, the dark, and spiders.
Can you sing?: i think i used to be able to. i think my voice has changed some, though, so my singing voice has, also.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: actually, yes. not afraid to admit it. i think everyone does, at least once.
Are you a loner?: sometimes.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: music, friends, my pets, my family, myself.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: you bet your ass i would.
Are you a daredevil?: sometimes.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes, but i'm not about to say.
Are you passive or agressive?: both.
Do you have a journal?: paper, live, and dead.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: personality, depression. guess which one is which.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: looks.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: sometimes.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes.
Do you think life has been good so far?: it could have been better, but overall, i guess so.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: to listen.
What do you like the most about your body?: my hair, i guess, and i used to think my eyes were engaging.
And least?: everything else.
Do you think you are good looking?: no.
Are you confident?: not about my looks, but about my opinions..
What is the fictional character you are most like?: um, i have no idea, actually.
Are you perceived wrongly?: yes, a lot.
Do You...
Smoke?: no.
Do drugs?: no.
Read the newspaper?: yes.
Pray?: i stopped a long time ago.
Go to church?: i stopped a long time ago.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: yea, why not?
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes.
Take walks in the rain?: sometimes.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: that's what life is all about.
Drive?: yep. a wagon, and i love it.
Like to drive fast?: i only go 5mph over, usually, which is legal. i do like driving fast, however...
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: yea, at one time.
Hurt yourself?: no.
Been out of the country?: yes. i miss it so much.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: yup. i've got a rock hard digestive system. it can take anything.
Been in love?: no, or, i don't know. i wish.
Done drugs?: no.
Gone skinny dipping?: no.
Had a medical emergency?: many.
Had surgery?: many.
Ran away from home?: no.
Played strip poker?: no.
Gotten beaten up?: almost.
Beaten someone up?: almost.
Been picked on?: very much.
Been on stage?: yes.
Slept outdoors?: yes.
Thought about suicide?: no.
Pulled an all nighter?: yes, many.
If yes, what is your record?: all...night? 2 days straight, i guess.
Gone one day without food?: yes.
Talked on the phone all night?: well, not all night, but one time for a loong time until 2 am.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: no. i wish. it would probably be a very nice thing.
Slept all day?: yes. i love sleeping. i sleep til at least 1 every weekend day, and most of the summer.
Killed someone?: heh, why is this question ever here?
Made out with a stranger?: no.
Had sex with a stranger?: no.
Thought you're going crazy?: yes. i am.
Kissed the same sex?: no.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no.
Been betrayed?: many times.
Had a dream that came true?: all the time.
Broken the law?: yes.
Met a famous person?: yes. MARK WEINER, BABY!
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no.
On purpose?: no.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no.
Stolen anything?: yes.
Been on radio/tv?: yes.
Been in a mosh-pit?: yes.
Had a nervous breakdown?: at one time, maybe.
Bungee jumped?: never.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: all the time. i love repeat dreams, they're like old friends.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: i hope so. i want to live to see it discovered.
Miracles?: no.
Astrology?: yea, somewhat.
Magic?: i used to. i wish i still did.
God?: no comment. it's a yes, with no tendencies.
Satan?: same as God.
Santa?: alas, not anymore.
Ghosts?: yes.
Luck?: yes, but some people got it, and some people don't.
Love at first sight?: to quote Robin Hood Men In Tights :"depends on what your looking at". other than that...i'll let you know if it happens.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes.
Witches?: no.
Easter bunny?: no. being catholic kinda kills that belief.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: I imagine that it probably is.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no.
Do you wish on stars?: i used to, but i learned wishes never come true.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? yes, actually, but i believe in other things in addition.
Do you think God has a gender? no.
Do you believe in organized religion? well, it's in the world, so obviously i have to believe in it.
Where do you think we go when we die? wherever we want to go.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes.
Who is your best friend?: n/a.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: n/a.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: "people suck."
Your favourite inside joke?: there are too many.
Thing you're picked on most about?: everything.
Who's your longest known friend?: martha.
Newest?: theoretically, andrew.
Shyest?: n/a.
Funniest?: all.
Sweetest?: n/a.
Closest?: n/a.
Weirdest?: all.
Smartest?: all.
Ditziest?: none.
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Britta.
Last person you talked to online?: I don't know, it was yesterday.
Who do you talk to most online?: no one really. maybe drew.
Who are you on the phone with most?: ashley.
Who do you trust most?: n/a.
Who listens to your problems?: eh, n/a.
Who do you fight most with?: haha, everyone. as a group, we suck.
Who's the nicest?: all.
Who's the most outgoing? britta.
Who's the best singer? uhm, none?
Who's on your shit-list? too many people to list here.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: i don't have sex.
Who's your second family? ashley's family, heh.
Do you always feel understood? never.
Who's the loudest friend? me.
Do you trust others easily? no.
Who's house were you last at? ashley's.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: no one.
Do your friends know you? sorta.
Friend that lives farthest away: martha.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: yes.
What do you find romantic?: anything involving a guy doing something for a girl, no matter what the hell it is.
Turn-on?: singing, instrument playing, a beard, man, freaking anything.
Turn-off?: feet, too quiet, buzz cuts.
First kiss?: yea. miss it.
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating youu how would you feel?: great. i'd give it a try and see if i developed any feelings for them.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out?: apparently not.
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out?: it is nowadays, but yea.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: this is a horrible question. "beauty is in the eye of the beholder." i am physically unattractive, and this is one of the shittiest, most vain, superficial things i've ever heard.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: no.
What is best about the opposite sex?: oh man, everything, anything.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: everything.
What's the last present someone gave you?: christmas gifts.
Are you in love?: no.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: n/a.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: um, no one? oh, I guess not in the literal sense...so...um...an undisclosed name.
You wanted to kill?: many.
That you laughed at?: my dog eating a banana.
That laughed at you?: i had mr. galo going pretty good today in yearbook.
That turned you on?: no one.
You went shopping with?: ashley.
That broke your heart?: ...
To disappoint you?: many.
To ask you out?: well, that was almost three years ago.
To make you cry?: everything.
To brighten up your day?: it was a long time ago.
That you thought about?: someone.
You saw a movie with?: that movie about the werewolfs, a long time ago.
You talked to on the phone?: drew.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: i don't know, it was last night.
You saw?: annie and ann walking home.
You lost?: hm, too many.
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no.
Will it be with your significant other?: fuck these questions.
Or some random person?: fuck this question, too.
What are you wearing right now?: mens khakis and a Bloomsburg University t-shirt.
Body part you're touching right now: my fingers? i have no idea.
What are you worried about right now?: life.
What book are you reading?: Frankenstein for english.
What's on your mousepad?: Merck Medicus Source.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: shitty, lonely, tired, sleepy, bored.
Are you bored?: yes.
Are you tired?: yes.
Are you talking to anyone online?: nope.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope.
Are you lonely or content?: lonely.
Are you listening to music?: listening to CSI.