if lifes not beautiful with out the pain
well i'd just rather never ever even see beauty again
as life gets longer
awful feels softer
well it feels pretty soft to me.

I left school early today, so my mom and I could discuss schools over lunch and talk to someone who knows a lot about out of state schools.. The possibilities are endless. I get ( Read more... )

It would be nice if someone had bothered to call.

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just ( Read more... )

fuck you both.

( no more. )

so there is this guy..his name is travis. i always really liked him..he makes me really happy in the pants. he's like the sweetest guy ever too. he has no faults. he's just amazing *sigh* i wish he was here so we could hump and cuddle...and just...be together. i really want him bad. i'd do anything for him. i'd even have his babies and i don't even ( Read more... )

I have the hiccups and anxiety and I hate it. i hate it. i hate it. and im fat. ugh ( Read more... )

Everyone wants a double feature
They wanna be their own damn teacher.

and THIS made my night:

unacevesaporfvor: and see as far as my journal goes and friends list in my mind i only know you as the sad girl who is addicted to sex.

what am I doing up so late?

oh, that's right...being LONELY. (must've slipped my mind for a second)


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MASTURBATION__(fill in the blank)___.

this couldn't suck more. I'm about to leave for the hospital, for the FOURTH time today. so many tests, and they still can't figure out what's wrong with me ( Read more... )