I so need my own computer. Anyone want to donate a dollar to the fund? haha. I kid. I know I have to get serious about it though. I really need to start saving.

I was just wondering if any one knew about peerlesshost.com. If it's any good or not. I'm REALLY missing my website.

I feel like I'm stuck in a runt and it's suffocating me. I don't know what to do about it anymore. The only thing i can think about is to move off this rock. I feel so guilty for that though. Life sucks.

So today my friend at work tells me that the new guy likes me. What in the world?! He's a nice guy, but uh, no. She knew I wouldn't want to know, but she told me anyway. I swear I should just get a boyfriend just so I don't have to deal with all the b.s.. That wouldn't be very fair for the guy though huh. :\ I need to get away from this darn small ( Read more... )

Flaking out on one friend to go to another friends place and drink. It turned out to be a regular slumber party. ha. Well maybe not a regular one, but a drunken one that we stayed up late, jammed to music, and had girl talk. I finally got to talk to someone about my whole situation. Oh and did I forget to mention drunken calls. Not by me though, ( Read more... )

No matter how hard I try, I can't get it out of my head. This is so annoying. Why the heck did he have to volunteer all that information. I really didn't need to know it. In this case, ignorance is very much so bliss.

The second half of the third comment WAS about me. How do I know this for sure? Because I called him last night to ask about it. What wasn't so obvious to me thought was what followed in the conversation. I don't remember the exact conversation wording, just that I said that I blamed Joel for starting it all. He's the first one that said anything ( Read more... )

This was a post & comments on a close guy friend's blog:

Monday, September 19, 2005 ( Read more... )

After playing so much with my myspace page it's made me miss my doamin. I'm debating on getting one again. Maybe I should just ask my sister to host me at hers. Who knows. I'm just so irked how CyberPixels screwed me over. I can honestly say, that company changed for the worse. I lost my idleabstraction.net to some loser because of them.

Anyone ( Read more... )

Pretty much the only lab runner for two days straight. I need a nap. I need a another job. Preferably one that I will be one color again. Tan lines suck!