man the past couple days have been flying by. had my first few days at work. it's not bad at all, really easy actually and i like the people i work with so it's alright. i don't plan on working there long but it's a job and hey, i need the money. i was gonna see tara today since we haven't hung out since hatteras but we wouldn't have gotten back ( Read more... )

hmmm...well not exactly looking forward to tomorrow. gotta go get my schedule changed, which is cool if i can change it that is, and then i have to work from 3 to probably 9. it'll finally be my first day but i'm not exactly looking forward to it. i don't have to work friday but saturday and sunday i have to. atleast it's only for a couple of hours ( Read more... )

hey all! well i just got back a couple hours ago from hatteras. that was THE best 4 days i have ever had and i miss it so much i wish we could all go back and stay there for a long time. it was so nice to get away from va beach and all the dumb bullshit. well derek came with us and we hung out with my brother a lot and went to the beach and shit ( Read more... )

just got back from the rock gym with tara. that was a lot of fun. i haven't been to that place in years and it's hard but i love it. we're definatly gonna start going more often. we went out to dinner at max & erma's. great food and dessert lol. i thought my day was gonna suck but it definatly turned out to be awesome. derek's dad made him do slave ( Read more... )

just got home from derek's house. haha we watched this unbelievably absurd show called nip/tuck. it's on regular tv on like FX or something and its rediculous! i'm sure some of you have seen it. haha tonight, this guy got it on with one of those sex dolls ((but wait....there's more)) and then another guy got boob implants haha. it was great fun and ( Read more... )

i'm sorry to all of my friends who i have hurt in the past. i'm sorry for everything i ever did to hurt or lose our friendship. i'm sorry for lies, bullshit, and dishonesty. i know none of you probably care, seeing as how i hurt you and just threw away or took our friendship for granted. but i just want each of you to know ((and you all know who ( Read more... )

haha i finally figured out how to make a different background for my live journal. ((well derek helped me because he's a genious with computers- thanks baby)) well tell me what ya'll think about it! later on...

haha last thing i promise! ((i just can't sleep right now)) so i came across a comment someone left on one of my entries that said "jackie's a gay bitch" yea i like how you signed that one anonymously and that you don't have the balls to say it to her face so you post it on my live journal. nice. if you're gonna start drama, just take that shit ( Read more... )

Post anything that you want, and you can post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, an opinion -- anything. Be sure to post honestly. Post twice or more if you'd like. I'll probably reply and ask you who it is, haha. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others whom you don't even ( Read more... )

well i just got back from derek's house and i'm in a really good mood. i had the greatest day with him. he just always puts me in such a great mood and makes me forget about the stupid little things that bother me and i love that about him. thanks for an awesome day baby ( Read more... )