me, in a nutshell
So I took one of those personality tests and (besides Physical Security) I scored highest for
loner, limits social interaction because it's draining, does not
express emotions easily, shy, does not like most people, does not think
most people like them, nothing really pleases them, prefers to dress
down (hide attractiveness), considered wierd by others, values personal
privacy above personal relationships, feels dejected and better off
alone, neglects self, has low self esteem issues, can't find meaning in
life, seeks wholeness through isolation, hard to get to know,
emotionally numb, even in a relationship they desire a sense of
seperateness, thinks life is overrated, would rather be alone then risk
rejection, thinks people would not like them if they really knew them,
feels like an outsider, afraid to show it when they like some one,
aversion to physical contact, somewhat asexual, prone to shame,
existentially depressed, prone to focus on suffering, bitter, does not
like happy people, poor self image, anhedonic
Wow, is that me, or what? (If you're shaking your head in disagreement right now, trust me, it's me.) Scariness. In other news, I got sick this weekend (thanks Matt and/or Ryan!), but I'm feeling much better already. I should, considering I was asleep before 9pm last night. Good times! I saw Rent on friday with Matt, Katrina, Ryan, and Stevie... it was awesome! After we saw the movie, we went like right out to buy the soundtrack. I definitely want to see it again. I feel like all I've been doing is working, which isn't exactly true, but still. I was thinking about going overnights until Christmas, but I think I'm gonna put it off for one more week because if I continue to not feel good and then try to push myself through 4 weeks of overnights... I just don't think I'll be able to hang. Yeah. Overnights aren't that bad, but it wears on me basically not seeing anyone when I do them. Except the 2nd and 3rd shift associates. Ok so I basically mean Kasi and Paula, and my family, cause I just sleep all day. But still.
Did you know that there is a
Absolute
Be Together
Cowgirl
Dam Dariram
End of the Century
Forever Sunshine
Groove 2001
Have You Never Been Mellow
I'm in the Mood For Dancing
Jam & Marmalade
Kick the Can
Look to the Sky
Midnight Blaze
Neverending Story
Oh Nick Please Not So Quick
Pink Dinosaur
Quickening
Rhythm and Police
So Many Men
Together & Forever
Upside Down
Vol. 4
Wild Rush
Xanadu
Young Forever
Zip-Ah-Dee-Doo-Dah Good times.
I can't wait until Thursday. Pretty much all of my check is going to Christmas shopping. Good stuff. I ♥ Christmas so much.
K. I'd say I'm gonna go clean my room, but actually I'm just gonna close LJ, but stay online until I get bored. Then I'll pick up like 3 things off the floor, get bored of that and watch TV for a couple hours. Then I'll get hungry and eat something, watch more TV and go to bed. Laundry and talking on the phone are possibilities during this time period as well. Yay for Sunday!
♥Lindsey
loner, limits social interaction because it's draining, does not
express emotions easily, shy, does not like most people, does not think
most people like them, nothing really pleases them, prefers to dress
down (hide attractiveness), considered wierd by others, values personal
privacy above personal relationships, feels dejected and better off
alone, neglects self, has low self esteem issues, can't find meaning in
life, seeks wholeness through isolation, hard to get to know,
emotionally numb, even in a relationship they desire a sense of
seperateness, thinks life is overrated, would rather be alone then risk
rejection, thinks people would not like them if they really knew them,
feels like an outsider, afraid to show it when they like some one,
aversion to physical contact, somewhat asexual, prone to shame,
existentially depressed, prone to focus on suffering, bitter, does not
like happy people, poor self image, anhedonic
Wow, is that me, or what? (If you're shaking your head in disagreement right now, trust me, it's me.) Scariness. In other news, I got sick this weekend (thanks Matt and/or Ryan!), but I'm feeling much better already. I should, considering I was asleep before 9pm last night. Good times! I saw Rent on friday with Matt, Katrina, Ryan, and Stevie... it was awesome! After we saw the movie, we went like right out to buy the soundtrack. I definitely want to see it again. I feel like all I've been doing is working, which isn't exactly true, but still. I was thinking about going overnights until Christmas, but I think I'm gonna put it off for one more week because if I continue to not feel good and then try to push myself through 4 weeks of overnights... I just don't think I'll be able to hang. Yeah. Overnights aren't that bad, but it wears on me basically not seeing anyone when I do them. Except the 2nd and 3rd shift associates. Ok so I basically mean Kasi and Paula, and my family, cause I just sleep all day. But still.
Did you know that there is a
Absolute
Be Together
Cowgirl
Dam Dariram
End of the Century
Forever Sunshine
Groove 2001
Have You Never Been Mellow
I'm in the Mood For Dancing
Jam & Marmalade
Kick the Can
Look to the Sky
Midnight Blaze
Neverending Story
Oh Nick Please Not So Quick
Pink Dinosaur
Quickening
Rhythm and Police
So Many Men
Together & Forever
Upside Down
Vol. 4
Wild Rush
Xanadu
Young Forever
Zip-Ah-Dee-Doo-Dah Good times.
I can't wait until Thursday. Pretty much all of my check is going to Christmas shopping. Good stuff. I ♥ Christmas so much.
K. I'd say I'm gonna go clean my room, but actually I'm just gonna close LJ, but stay online until I get bored. Then I'll pick up like 3 things off the floor, get bored of that and watch TV for a couple hours. Then I'll get hungry and eat something, watch more TV and go to bed. Laundry and talking on the phone are possibilities during this time period as well. Yay for Sunday!
♥Lindsey