do you
really see everything
or just half of what you should?
are you looking in the wrong places?
from the wrong angles?
do you
focus too hard
on things that don't really matter
and ignore
what really does?
the things that
scare you
and make you worry
usually aren't
what's true
and real.
although,
it's probably not
great
and beautiful
either.
i've noticed
things get
jumbled
and you start
to pull back
into yourself.
you do things
you wouldn't
normally do
because
people start to
look different
like they're
conspiring against you
when really
they are
thinking
exactly the same thing.
it's funny
how bad things
can turn into
good.