Paranoia

[lil_aqua_chic]

It's coming again...this paranoia. Why I always have to experience this? WHY?! It drives me to the point of madness.
The constant insecurity, the constant confusing thoughts, the constant loss of words to say.
I feel myself distancing away...advancing back into my shell...again.
I don't get it...why do I feel this insecurity???
*sighs* It drives me

Comments

[mtfanatic]

Awww sweetie, I know exactly what you're talking about. The same thing happens to me a good bit. Just earlier this week for a fact it happened to me. I didn't want to scare you so I didn't tell you about it. But I know exactly how you feel. And it sucks a lot. I wish I could fly to you and hug you and tell you that everything will be okay but we both know that it's kinda hard seeing as I'm all the way in the US. I hate this goddamn distance between us. But sweetie, as much as you don't feel it, you have so many people who care about you. Who wouldn't want you to be upset. You're such a great person and it really shows from the first time people meet you. I know we haven't been able to talk in a long time it feels but i want you to know that you can still talk to me about anything. I will always listen to your problems. I love you sweetie. I hope you start to feel better or at least this comment makes you feel a little bit better. (huggles tightly) ♥