ok so did you ever just want to do things on ur own. Learn what's good for you and what's not..but figure it out for urself?! Cuz hell i sure would. Remember when i first met john and everyone told me that i was stupid to be dating him, and that he was going to screw me over like he did with the rest of the girls he "dated". Well you know..i didnt ( Read more... )

i hate school and life

goodbye chicago......had a good week...i didnt get to see everyone i would have liked to but ill be back here in a lil ova a month...CANT WAIT!!!! pEaCe

well so ya ha, i just failed 3 midterms this week and i studied my ass off. Whatever i dont even give a shit n e more. I get so stressed and work so hard and it gets me no where. Life has been shady lately. So many things happen to me that arent so great and i dont understand why. I just feel weird and out of place and dont know how to act like ( Read more... )

ill be home in 1 week from today!!

So john just left meee....me n val just went and dropped him off at the airport..sad..and he almost missed his flight hahaha....he was gettin outta the car at 11:33 and his flight took off at 11:59pm hahah, but they let him on bc he printed out his boarding pass here. I had a fun time with him the past 5 days..he is wonderful. ALSO.....I FINALLY ( Read more... )

today is mah birthday...come celebrate with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today will be the first okay/good day that i've had in awhile...i will get to be with my love for the next 5 days..starting in less than 2 hours.

Well today is saturday February the 18th, 2006. It is one week from mine and schramm's bday ;   )  (17 and 19 baby)  and it is 4 days away from john getting here, and it is mine and johns 13 months today. Yesterday was fun...i talked to steve for 6 hours straight haha...i think that has been the longest conversation ive ever had with that kid in my ( Read more... )

so today was funnnn......itz been awhile since ive done this.....but it was a great nite...........i feel great.....i love you...and u ansd u nd u...................PeAcEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe