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lil_charmed_one

Ha!

Jan 27, 2005 10:07

Ha! I am playing hookey from work and am i doing anything productive about it ... um no not really ... I sleep yesterday... like i think too much i want to say like 16 hours haven't done that in forever and well i half ass doing it today it all started tho with this migrane i have I mean i need t o do laundry and go to the grocery store and blah ( Read more... )

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sings_the_past January 27 2005, 19:22:07 UTC

Easy girly. Don't do it too much... might end up like me. o_o

lil_charmed_one January 27 2005, 20:10:57 UTC

I know I haven't missed work in almost a year I go when I'm sick and I work when they ask and In the month of december I only had 3 days off so the nasty migrane was due to my neck out of place and a nasty sinus infection i did go to the doctor on that .... But i'm possibly thinking about skipping tomarrow also ... I have a week of personal 2 weeks vacation left and 180 some sick hours I know I should be there... I was told i was the best department manager in area D so thats something to be proud of I suppose but you know i'm tired of being the best ca use they expect to much out of me ...i want to stay at home and be a house wife .... Which I could of done if Dales X-bitch hadn't caused him a really good job he could of been makeing 20 an hour hell i would even of working just part time.... I don't know tho I don't know whats wrong with me i'll be fine i think i'm just burned out on everything you know.... !

douse... sings_the_past January 27 2005, 23:05:02 UTC

I'm suffering though that right now. Only it's online life, work's worked out and I'm fine there. Had to quit japanese because I can't pay for it. And the hours are a bit rough... and I'm a lazy bum.

I did some real stupid shit to my online friends on monday and now I'm having to rethink the way I play with them. So I'm a bit of a hopeless mess at the moment. Just tired of the same old shit, different day online and I feel like I can't do anything right. Ah well. Time to suck it up and go on I think. S'all I can do at this point.

Re: douse... lil_charmed_one January 27 2005, 23:28:54 UTC

You know I understand I just tired myself of life in general i feel used and I know its not ment to be like that i'm just sick of the bull shit... I was just sitting here thinking about life in general...I'm 27 years old most 27 years old are in college living life not being responsible .... And yet here i sit being responsible married and work home work home work home ... wondering if i'm gonna make ends meat cause of this or that ... going through this court shit cause of one psycho bitch... I'm like a car... and everyones taken turns and now i'm about out of gas and theres not a gas station in sight you know what i mean... I don't want to go to work I don't want to deal with them this week I am seriously thinking about calling in tomarrow ... I prolly shouldn't and thats fine but why do they give me all these hours if i can't use them ?