it's been a while since my last entry...not much happened...still the same old same...i spent december 31st 2004 at a tiny party in a town nearby with friends...the last two days were kinda weird...the last week i spent with friends and my boy-friend...i am hardly at home...i just can't take it anymore...my dad is just being rude...mean...not fair ( Read more... )

(1) Your gender: Female ( Read more... )

God...I just wanna get outta here...I dont wanna be here anymore...I wanna be over there with you guys...I miss you so much...I miss everything about you...I mean, I dont know why I am like THIS right now...It's this horrible feeling that is crawling up to you head and heart from the deepest and darkest corner of your soul and makes you feel like ( Read more... )

Yalla yalla...It's been a while since my last entry but so much stuff has happened...I've been back for 4 months now and it was a pretty exciting time...Especially the last 2 months!!! I got my license on october 7th and this means I am allowed to drive now...I got my own car on that day as well...It's an OPEL Corsa! Does anybody know this kinda ( Read more... )

Long time no entry! I didn't have much time during the last weeks...School started, I am still working on my driver's license and I started working in a restaurant in a city nearby ( Read more... )

When I was young I knew everything ( Read more... )

Hey guys...long time no entry...i was so freakin busy...you wouldnt believe it...its all good over here in germany...the weather sucks but we are still on summer break...so...paaaaaaaaaaarty ( Read more... )

i'm at a point in my life where i am just happy to be here...here with my family and friends...the last 4 weeks have been pretty difficult for me and i don't really feel home yet but i will...soon...i know it...i had so much stuff to do the last 3 weeks that i never really had the time to calm down but tonight while i was driving home from a bar, ( Read more... )

sometimes you cry because things are going to be the way the are supposed to be...i'm home for 3 weeks now and with everyday further, i have the feeling, all my friends in the us take a step away from me...i hate this feeling...i'm scared of the emptiness...the emptiness that will fill out my heart soon...i know, i will see some of my friends again ( Read more... )