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There's a lot of things in my life these days that I'm not happy with. Sometimes it's difficult to say what it is, or why, but it's a feeling. Like I wonder if things will change for the better or if I just continue to make the wrong choices ( Read more... )

so michael and I just had our phone call...we broke up. But it was friendly. I mean, come on, he's a nice guy and I'm a nice girl but we just never see each other.
It is time for a change.

my life isn't much fun these days. guess it's time to wait for things to come together again.

We lost to Taft. Haha. we suck. i scored 3 runs. yay. not. too bad they beat us by one point. wtf. and i was down at the bus depo until 9:30...I just got home. Coach was locked out of her truck so no ride home. After twiddling our thumbs for an hour we finally decide to let it go for the night and call people for rides. well, my dad came and picked ( Read more... )

Everyone is at work and I can't get a job because of softball. Well, I could but I won't have a car until late summer ( Read more... )

michael makes me really mad. i kind of hate this whole "relationship" thing we have going. Which is probably why I'm so anxious to meet someone new. I hate how he feels like he has to lie to me just to impress me. I hate that. Whatever happened to being yourself ( Read more... )

I started a new journal to kinda put an end to a period in my life. I've grown a lot over the past 4 or 5 months. I've been through a lot of drama, a lot of tears, but I've also been trying to be happy. And now I'm finally out of it. I've moved on from being the person that I was to being who I am now. I guess I'm stronger for it. I just want to ( Read more... )