There isn't anything wrong with you. You aren't cold hearted, and you aren't messed up in any way. I went through the same thing when my grandfather died this past Christmas. I was the only that wasn't crying. I think I got to the point where I knew it was going to happen and so I prepared myself for it enough so I wouldn't have to cry. There's also the thought that it's useless to cry when everyone else already is, right? Like, you have to be strong for those people who can't afford to be. You'll miss her, and you'll think about her, and you'll be there for those who need you for support - but just because you can't cry it doesn't mean you aren't going to feel for her, wish she hadn't died, etc.
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There isn't anything wrong with you. You aren't cold hearted, and you aren't messed up in any way. I went through the same thing when my grandfather died this past Christmas. I was the only that wasn't crying. I think I got to the point where I knew it was going to happen and so I prepared myself for it enough so I wouldn't have to cry. There's also the thought that it's useless to cry when everyone else already is, right? Like, you have to be strong for those people who can't afford to be. You'll miss her, and you'll think about her, and you'll be there for those who need you for support - but just because you can't cry it doesn't mean you aren't going to feel for her, wish she hadn't died, etc.
Don't worry, Babe *hugs* I'm here for ya.
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