hmmm....wow what an extreamly boring and weird day. ahh life is....werid...but its all good. only 11 days left of school. its weird how close it is! i should have decided to go ahead and go to england. i didnt want to leave because of isaac. what a fukin retard i was....oh noo of course i said it was because i need my color guard training. but ( Read more... )

is it bad how you can just drop someone when u come to this random realizeation.....that it really isnt gonna happen..and its time to let go...forever ( Read more... )

ok so i decided not to go with isaac. yeah to much drama, with all that karla bs. so whatever, and this one is a real date! woo hoo! so yeah, its gonna be some sort of a suprise who my date is youll just have to wait!

So im going with him to military ball. Its allmost what ive allways wanted and im super ecstatic! WOW its gonna be....magical? LOL, well i dont know about that, but it should be great! oh how happy i am! ill tell you everything that happens....EVERYTHING! wow!

and after ward......HOTEL PARTAYYY! OHHH YEAH! lol ne ways......

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i would never of guessed that HE would actually lie to me....HE! for some reason....i feel empty....very empty, and betrayed. and....nothing seems right any more, and nothing seems truth-ful.

only if u can relate ( Read more... )

So ive come to the conclussion that a certain someone would only be happy with him being with someone besides me. Any one else is his "friend" and its ok. just not me of course. is this sad? i guess i dont really care ( Read more... )

So right now im at kys house, she is asleep because she seems just super tired because we just got back from the engine room. Before we went home we stopped by the aquarium to see if my love was still at work...but he wasnt..oh well. I miss him. Ne ways, I dont knwo if i did or not, but im sorry if i offended any one on my last journal entry. i ( Read more... )