so a friend of mine had trial on tha 30th (august)and i talked to him a week ago today. i was wit him most of tha nite. anywho, i am still awaiting a call from him and i am worried about him. last sat-week ago-his phone got shut off bc he hadnt paid tha phone bill. so its not like i can call him and find out how things are goin. so i am really ( Read more... )

so i was talkin to my gurl liz and she was like "a friend of mine wants me to come see him" and i was like "cool where does he live?" and she was like "PA" and i was like "cool ROAD TRIP". so her and i are goin to go see him in PA and this works out great cuz then we could stop and see johnny in ohio and everything will be great. i am so excited. ( Read more... )

well i got a new job. i work with my sister at a daycare. those kids are amazing. its kinda like working at CEC (chuck e cheese) only w/out tha parents and us being in charge of them ( Read more... )

well i was havin on of those "BLAH" days. everything just seemed to be irritating to me. i looked at my phone, and my boo-who i havent talked to in 2 months-called me @ 1:45am. he didnt leave a message though. that bummed me out. but i left him a voicemail so hopefully he will return my call. lol. anywho. God is really speaking to my heart about ( Read more... )

well i just got home from vacate. thats why i havent been on at all. i went to church camp and this year it was different. it was horrible socially but it was AMAZING spiritually. God really spoke to my heart and he made a ton of changes in my life that i am looking forward to.

on a second note. i am not leaving on tha 18th like i am supposed to. ( Read more... )

so yesterday was tha greatest day of my life. i am serious. i went to Milan Dragway and watched them race tha stock cars and oh my gosh was it awesome. we are talkin about a ton of power for those machines. pure american muscle. DAMN! my favorite part of it was tha semi. we are talkin about an 18 wheeler head goin from 0-250 mph in 8.82 sec.!!! she ( Read more... )

Well i know what it feels like to have to say goodbye to one of your best friends. sunday my best friend went to military school and i had to say goodbye. it was extremely difficult for me, even though i know she will be back in december, because i dont know when i will be back since i am goin into tha navy and all. oh yea, and about that, i only ( Read more... )

i hate all this drama...i am so sick of my words being switched around and then used against me. ppl need to just keep to them fuckin selves and leave me alone. i am sick of rumors being started and spread and then my ass gettin reemed for it. i am done. if all you lil ppl wanna keep talkin your shit, go ahead. but in tha end i am gonna have tha ( Read more... )

well today is monday 07-05-04. at 1 am this morning, someone decide that they were going to be a bitch and write a post in my journal keeping it annonymous and then signing my niece's name. You best bet your stupid ass that  i am gonna find you and you will pay tha consequences for writing that shit about my niece. if this is a stupid game you are ( Read more... )

As I lay in My bed
All in a Daze
I'm Thinking of you
In such A craze..
Why can't I let go
One things for sure
Your All that I know..
You twist And you pull
but I knew from the start
that some how, Someday
You'd bresk my heart..
All these days, All so sad
with these painful images
Of You in my head..
I'm Ready to go
I'm ready to die
If I could Just let go
I'd Be ( Read more... )