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haha man when i crack myself up i fucking crack myself ( Read more... )

so as told by 2 people today... that know you ( Read more... )

i must have cried in my sleep last night. i had the most horrible dream. i woke up with dry tears in my eyes and under them, my right eye was kind of stuck together.

i forgot what it was like to cry since i ran out of tears. apparently i can cry in my sleep though.

i dont know how i have the most realistic dreams i dont understand why. like you ( Read more... )

with or without you speaking to me. im sick of this. im sick of getting my heart broken im sick of tihnking that you wanted me and that we were something that we could have been sometihng. im sick of you leading me on. making me feel special. im sick of not sleeping bc i have no tears left to cry myself to sleep. im sick of feeling butterflies in ( Read more... )

AHH.. THE LOVE OF MY LIFE CALLED...

PAUL LINGERFELT.

other than that life sucks my parents said its okay for me to have my lip ring BUT the catch is i cant have a phone i cant have MY LAPTOP or my camera. they wont give me my laptop back bc they halpe dme pay for it even though they only paid 300 of it! i threw 300 dollars at them to give it ( Read more... )

so my parents kicked me out for the lip ring of mine... i walked aimlessly around thinking of any place i could go on the westbank so im at my friend danielles! ha! AND IM GOING INSANE bc they dont have aol aim and they have the sites freaking blocked so i cant go on aim express! im freaking out bc i dont knwo what im supposed to do with life now ( Read more... )

listening to 50s music... so sad and lonely! it kind of makes me want to cry... knowing ill never be anything to anyone, that this is it. this is my life and this is how its going to stay.

sentimental me.
guess ill always be in love with you
dreaming while i live,
living just to give
all my love to you
no one else will do

kill me. bc i cant stop ( Read more... )

lalala in mississippi had orientation today! that was exciting! met a few pot heads and then got asked if we ever needed help that counseling service is available! got highly embarassed by my mother a few times but THROUGHLY enjoyed the schoool and the people there! it was so fun! man i cant wait til college! ahh ( Read more... )

fuckjust got back from the cemetary so fucking creeppyy so fiucking gone at te moment! my sistreng pissed bc i cant fucking find the floor i mean bed! HQQHQHQHQ IM ficking dyin laughinfg at britt shes funny! were funny! were havcign a blast ( Read more... )