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[lil_nellie]

I used to love getting huge stuffed animals when I was a kid so I could curl up with them and pretend like I was being held. I never outgrew that actually. Still have one or two of them back home. And sometimes I sleep with guys just for the chance of being held afterwards.

Sometimes that's all I really want. To be held.

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[lil_nellie]

[fuck]

I didn't

I'm not

Don't

[she will groan and slam her head into the journal now, thanks.]

[starryeyed_cass]

I'm so sorry, Nellie.

The Rift must be

Next time I see you, you can have the biggest hug ever - alright?

[lil_nellie]

I'd love a hug from you. Seriously. You better like cuddling.

[starryeyed_cass]

Of course I do. It's the best. :)

[lil_nellie]

Wanna get together and watch a movie and cuddle? I'll bring the popcorn.

[thelightofgrace]

There's nothin' wrong with that.

[lil_nellie]

Even though I all but admitted I'm kinda a slut at times?

[thelightofgrace]

There's nothing wrong with looking for what you need.

[lil_nellie]

You think so?

[xandtheman3]

Hey, there are worse reasons to sleep with someone.

[lil_nellie]

Yeah, probably are. I should be proud of myself right?

[xandtheman3]

I don't know about that, but I don't think you have to be so hard on yourself either.

[lil_nellie]

I really don't try to be. I just figure that's probably what people think.

[moveuranus]

There's nothing wrong with that. On both counts.

Stuffed animals litter my room back home.

[lil_nellie]

Yeah? Any favorites?

[moveuranus]

A big bear my dad gave to me when I was little. It's obnoxiously big.

And this other bear that Logan got my that says 'I luv you beary much'.

[ A few minutes later ]

Don't tell him I said that.

[lil_nellie]

I can't, I don't know who Logan is.

You could tell me if you wanted.