today sucked. i've been miserable all day. Its hard not to cut. I hate school, I don't really have to many people i can go to when i'm depressed. Its getting really hot having to wear these hoodies and jeans all the time especially when i have to wear them to crew.  I'm tired of getting my feelings hurt, weither people realize it or not, even if ( Read more... )

okay i need to get a new screen name for AIM... any suggestions?

Today was a really bad day. Um when i woke up this morning i had cuts all over my arm... I don't remember cutting that much, but my left arm is covered in them. I was really annoyed with my parents this morning cuz i kept thinking about Bill and all the shit he did to me and that my parents did nothing to stop it. I ate breakfast at school today ( Read more... )

COMMENT,when you look at me what do you really see ( Read more... )

I've already thought about what i'm going to say when i start group theropy. Hello my name is Alley, I'm 15 years old, I cut and i am in an abusive house hold... I never really thought about my famly being abusive until i was 14, when i was told by a therapist that i was being abused... Wow,i'm 15 years old and my whole life i was being abused and ( Read more... )

Am i really that bad of a friend guys? I mean you know i would do anything for all of you and that i really do care... right? Am i too over protective? Do I care too much? Am i always in the way?  If i'm such a good person why am i losing friends left and right? Why do people always tend to put drugs and just about anything else that comes their ( Read more... )

PartyAllNight330 (10:14:03 PM): i miss your face, remember when we were sitting on the bus going skating, remember when we were ice skating and i accidentally fell on ur boob...?lol ( Read more... )

Hey, the dance wasn't all that bad, except for that whole issue with Jared, but other then that it was all good. People came up to me and were like OMG ALLEY YOU'RE DRESSED LIKE A PREP!!!! I mostly hung out with Mike Root,Ungst,Tara, and Hana. No one else really wanted to hang out with me :( but thats okay i guess because i was sorta happy for the ( Read more... )

i'm going to CHS's welcome back dance... i hope i don't regret it

things have been pretty shitty lately. (shitty as in bad) i try so hard to stay happy and keep friends but in the end im always ultimatly alone. my days seem so much longer, and school is sorta stressing me out. if you see me walking in the hallways you would think i was looking for something on the ground,i walk as fast as i can to class to just ( Read more... )