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[lil_suzyq069]

Id have to say that last night was the most SURREAL night of my life

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[piccskick06]

Despite a lot of what I said last night, I want to make the effort. I want to be friends again and be good to each other, and figure out how to make this work. I'm sorry I said I didn't want to be friends, I think I was trying to protect myself from this happening again.

I am incredibly proud of you for telling. Incredibly. Despite how much I may not know you, I know that that must have been the most difficult thing you've ever done.

And if it's you, I do have the time.

[lil_suzyq069]

I <3 you... I always will... no matter what happens... I can't stop loving you. I realized this last night <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

[aemilia_rose]

I am so proud of you for telling. I am so happy that... so immeasureably happy that your brother and dad were there to support you. And I know that this is a very strange thing to say... but I am incredibly relieved that you cried.

I've been very worried about you, and I hope this sets you on a good road to recovery. If there is ANYTHING I can do to help you heal, you let me know. I am free to talk to at any time of the day. Heck, call me at 2 in the morning if you feel the need. I may try to shut some things out of my cconsciousness, but I would never ever ever want to shut out my Suzy.

[lil_suzyq069]

Thanx. The sad thing is... I didn't like uncontrolably cry which is sumtin I prolly should do at some point. Hmmm... OH WELL!! And Im happy to know your gonna be here for me... and I will start calling you more... WE NEED TO WATCH THE LOSTNESS!! *ahem* I love you a lot!

[aemilia_rose]

Well, sorry to use this metaphor... but I'm still glad that ROTK can still draw a single tear or two, even though I've watched it so many times. Heck, crying is crying - the emotion is still there, whether it's surfacing through just a momentary tearing of the eyes, or breaking through the dam in tidal waves.

AND WE DO NEED TO WATCH LOSTNESS! I have the entire (so far) second season on my laptop. We shall watch and obsess. ^_^

Much love <3 for mah Suzah!

[devilsprodigy99]

I'll be here

[lil_suzyq069]

Thank you. Even though we are not that close... I know you have been there for me to bitch to a bunch of times. So thanks.

[londontiger]

hey, let's hope life turns much for the better now ^_^

[lil_suzyq069]

I realized... Hoping really doesn't do much of anything... And neither does time. Nothing really does anything on its own. If you want anything done, ya gotta do it yourself XP

[sephindeter]

*doesn't know what to say*
:p

On a more serious note, I'm happy for you. And if there is anything, anything at all I can do for you, just gimme a holler.

[lil_suzyq069]

Hmmm... ANYTHING?? (now is the time you realize that you shouldn't have said that) Lol... Ok.. heres what you can do... get that scrawny ass of yours online like at least once a week :P I missers you!!!

[sephindeter]

Hey! My ass is just fine the way it is! XP

Ok, ok, I'll be sure to get on AIM more often...