... i had a horrible dream last night

soemtimes i just wanna say the most sexist comment... but i know i shouldnt.. .so i don't.

God, change my heart

thank you Jesus.

we sound like fucken cult.

sometimes i wish someone would just reach out to my brother. i know i can't do it. i was really sad that today in prayer, everyone forgot to pray fo my bro. yea i know, i should be the one praying fo my bro. but hey, i still feel weird in this group. i'm learning.... but yea... when they forgot to pray fo my bro, my eyes started to well up. ( Read more... )

wow... i cant wait. i dunno why. haha maybe cuz i expect brian briyawn and steve to do something fo me... haha. in a mutual sense of course. it's cool how i met these 3 dudes this past summer, and i've hung w/ em more than neone else. it's so fun being w/ them 'cause we're always eating out and watching movies! moo haha. first it was for ( Read more... )

frikken ayyy.... the sophomore slump kicks in. it's not even that nemore. sometimes my friendships are not reciprocated [dangit i cannot spell]. soemtimes i feel that i put forrth way to much effort, and not is given back. i know its better to give than to receive. but i cant help it. i think too much. im too selfish ( Read more... )

@ ucla ( Read more... )

"wow i was surpirsed about the narcisstic part...hmm....thao is very high risk for boderline, they cut themselves up, but the description is so her. i cant wait for her to come visit me wednesday." -brandon

i miss brandon g. and crystal l.

ive been getting terrible nightmares lately... people hurting me through words and actions ( Read more... )