wish me luck!
today we play a very competitive softball team!

two more weeks til' puerto rico. i can't wait. my mind can't wait. i need to leave to another place desperately. i am so sleepy and tired right now and i just wish i was home....watching cable......

i have been stressed out lately. a lot. angry i think. at people i can't or shouldn't express my aggressive thoughts. my head hurts and i think i'm just anxious. to go to sleep.

My journal turned six years old on June 10. Wow! time flies. 

there might be a better reason, moment, quote or theory to live by but i dont know it ( Read more... )

...anywho....we did a video for rudy lozano 25th anniversary death. So we did it kinda like will.iam (barack obama) ...it was cool ( Read more... )

 i made a complete fool out of myself. I never played softball and for some reason i thought i might actually be good at it. it was tough. granted simone said i was very good for my first time but arent people supposed to say that out of curtesy? whatever. the problem was hitting the ball, the problem was that once i batted, i thew the bat like ( Read more... )

I' m so going to see SEX IN THE CITY the first day it comes out!

 sadly, i haven't been doing too good. i know i can and should reach out to someone to talk but i don't want to. School also hasn't allowed me the time to scream out to the world my worries, my failures, my loses and my broken dreams. Its as though i'm back to square one and mabe on square -1. Acting on my decisions is the hardest thing to do right ( Read more... )

 will our dreams ever turn reality ( Read more... )