;( sad panda

[lil_trippa]

 Its amazing how you dont realise that you've missed someone for soo long until there gone.. I mean really gone..

My nightmares are getting worse atm.. wish they would stop.

i miss you <3

Comments

[bekkisastar]

hey lady. yep its def hit me this week i finally realise im not gonna see our lil boy again. this week has been bad from the word go. the past two weeks felt like i was in a dream but now reality has set in. im all sorts of emotions right now and im not sure how to deal with it atm. lub u

[zombalupen]

At least you have dreams. my nightmares are in my head all day long, and they aren't so much nightmares as wasted wishful thinking going on and on and on.

What's the point? :(

[skardi]

I understand completely. Sorry to be dramatic, but I want them to stop. Will they stop? Are u ok?

[bekkisastar]

ive had dreams but one in particular stood out and i think it has put a positive on the rest of my dreams for me. i woke going wtf? but went and sniffed out my dream book and had such a good meaning behind it. the dream was etchi and i were running through an empty house holding hands and opening doors but the doors lead to nowhere- except for more doors and i looked this up and it means possibly that doors will be open for you both in another life/another place...or that he's helping you through the unknown 'doors' (challenges) you will face in the future & telling you that you won't be facing them alone. so i had a nice warm fuzzy feeling in my tummy all day that day :)

[leesar]

*hugs*