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when i want to disappear from my own world, i just sit in the company of ninedays.

they remind me of better times, better places, and things that don't involve me right now.

they are my heart.

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i desperately wish i was 16 again. i used to hate photos of me back then, so much so that i barely have any, and now i sit here yearning for them, for some semblance of what used to be. i ache to be back there again.

what have i become.

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so, tomorrow i embark for my first time on NanoWriMo.

50 000 words in 30 days.

wish me luck!!!!

i'm going to need it!!!!

:)

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this little entry is in response to something jade wrote.

she was talking about how hard it is to be alone sometimes, missing your friends.

and she's far away from me living in sydney, so we can't catch up like we used to.

and especially lately, as i've been reminded what friendship really means, i know that i miss her too.

miss you times a ( Read more... )

i'm feeling really flat lately. you know, nothing excites me, i feel like life is monotonous and boring and i only get up every day to do the same things over and over. i know i have alot going for me lately and that i have alot to be happy about and grateful for... but i just can't help feeling down ( Read more... )

i'm at a bit of a loss as to what to do today. it's father's day and all that jazz, but still. will i spend the day sitting around at home doing nothing ( Read more... )

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summer is coming and oh! how wonderful it is ( Read more... )

here i am, miss high and mighty, losing my head and getting confused, thinking i've been wronged, thinking that i have a right to rant and rave and complain about the way i'm being treated ( Read more... )

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this next statement could offend some readers so if it does offend you, i do apolagise. please know i am in a moment of weakness.
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men are so, so, so horrible to women sometimes.
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