sorry for all the bitching kids...
im reluctant to start my day.. ive been up for like 4 hours now.. but im mopey and tired and i smell.. so a shower is in order.. but im starving and my jolly housemates have eatten all the food.. god forbid they include me at dinnertime or even my dad save me some left overs.. thanks guys.. that was appreciated.
ive decided im gonna follow suit and try to throw all my time and energy into working.. helps stop me from thinking.. havent shed as many tears (barring yesterday and this afternoon) when im not thinking.. im REALLY worried bout my mom and all this stress on her. my sisters dont even seem the same.. theyre quieter, and when theyre not quiet theyre tense or arguing with each other... david hasnt smiled since they found out. its sad.
since im not really going to have a chance at fun this summer (mainly bc the ppl that matter most are gone or too busy to make time for me, not u though carrie! i love ya chic!) im going to see about more hours at the iron skillet, or even another job... my goal is saving at least 4k this summer.. if im waitressing thats gonna be 10 times easier... if not, im gonna have to add another title to the list...
ok my stomach is speaking chinese (as danni always says) so its shower time then moms house for food.. then working with louie.. this shouldnt be that bad tonight..
if ur bored and wanna make my day, leave a lil love in the text message =)