cant sleep and i have work at 5... yay for me ( Read more... )

does that mean im gonna get MORE money? or make less? i hope its more... im poorer than a mofo.. like i was gonna hook up with anyone from work anyway.. and i wont listen to danni bout shopping now... ok i think its all covered now...

ill really update later tonight..

ok jess sent me some religious nut email.. and we all know im not religious.. so DONT SEND ANYMORE lol.. but anyway... she knows i love her and i guess i needed to hear it a bit.. bc the main message didnt really have anything to do with jesus and his virgin mom... (who i doubt.. bc who can be married to someone FOREVER and not mess around? ok.. ( Read more... )

ok... lately... um.. yeah nothing much... been a lil stressed... so im making that the excuse. i refuse to think bout it. will not happen to me... i wont allow it! and if it did, then my rents will just have to help me, or help me get rid of it... either way, its not happening ( Read more... )

lilaboo4's LJ stalker is bonochic85!bonochic85 is stalking you because they heard you are awesome in bed, and they want to find out. They are also slowly poisoning you!

LJ Stalker Finder
From Go-Quiz.com i DEFINATELY didnt like the first one.. thank god for refresh... lol but its ok.. caitlin can stalk me anyday ( Read more... )

yesterday wasnt too bad... couldnt sleep so i was actually up at 10.. but then i cleaned my room did a few errands and went to moms house... yum.. home cooking! the pool guys were there and yet again my father embarrasses me... im beginning ot hate this single shit.. it means my parents try to "hook me up" with their friends kids and stuff... not ( Read more... )

but only bc im bored and cant fall asleep... so yeah.. those msn articles can be a lil entertaining.. well on percosets anyway ( Read more... )

no surprise that i slept all day... only i should have just stayed in bed.. instead i checked my email, cried some more and went to moms.. she gave me a lecture bout making sure im taking care of myself with my depression and then she threatened to call the dr... fun stuff. watched tv with cathy, made her some cds.. my migraine was just getting ( Read more... )

well today was a lil awkward.. alen raved bout me to the ceo guy that creeps me out and i talked to him bout giving me more hours and actually doing hardcore waitressing, not just the stupid filling in shit i do now.. taking care of the stools and cashier isnt bad.. but damn.. i want the real money.. im doing the regular shit, i just havent been ( Read more... )

why did u let me fuck this up?
what did i do wrong?
why am i so gullible?
why did i believe all the lies he told me? 
what did i do to deserve to be so unhappy?
why am i so easily replaced?