1. I didn't get my half day at work: Every other Friday we are eligible to leave at noon with pay if our error rate is low enough. We're breaking in new software and every account I had had errors and had to be sent to the techs to fix. This week was the end of the month, so all my error accounts were suddenly fixed and I had eight accounts to ( Read more... )

1. Two years ago I met Justin (that was before he unleashed the Timberfreak...I guess we all know what he's been up to while he was laying low...CAMERON). It's funny because today is just another is a very long work week. All week I've been tired and restless and feeling like I was going to explode and burned out at the same time. But I ( Read more... )

*blows up gray balloons ( Read more... )

Man, oh man, was this week long. Last week, thanks the holiday and my mom 50th birthday, I only had to work three days, and it was SO nice. The inevitable is happening and work is getting ridiculously boring. I've been so frustrated, because nothing is working right and I have six to eight accounts in LIMBO because they added things to an ( Read more... )

Work is getting better; my error rate is down and I'm getting the hang of everything, which is good ( Read more... )

I know it has been quite awhile. Not much has really changed, except for the fact that I got a new car! She's read and her name is Valentino! I love her. We spent a solid month looking for cars and it got to the point where I was so frustrated and confused and just couldn't make decision. It seemed like I was never going to find one. Car ( Read more... )

I've decided that I hate money. I hate that stupid little green pieces of paper control my life. I'm so utterly bored after work. I need to let loose, kick something, bake, create, build, whatever, but I don't have enough money. I don't have enough to buy a car to drive me to said activities. I don't have enough money to REGISTER for said ( Read more... )

Man, it's been a long time! I'm sitting in the "guest" room of my parent's house, where my mom is down about the "clutter" and my dad won't listen to anything, he just tears through whatever he's doing and doesn't stop to plan. I mean, I'm glad that I'm able to come here and everything they're doing for me, but it's just hard. As much as I ( Read more... )

I've been in this weird kind of emotional limbo right now. One minute I'm happy and smiling, the next, I just want to sit down and cry. I'm sure it's just me finally catching up the changes in my life. I'm packing up my apartment right now, and I have so much shit. I need two boxes just for my NSYNC and Justin shit. I may sell some of it ( Read more... )

I was just in a sour mood today. I went to bed upset and woke up upset. It boils down to a simple thing: I'm tired of FEELING like there's no one that matters to me. I seems like I do nothing but try to find someone that's there for me and that I an be there FOR...a best friend, a sister (a real one), a boyfriend. I've wanted that since I was ( Read more... )