It's gonna be a long morning. I've only been at the front desk for an hour.. ie: since 6:30, and I've already run out of things to do.. and not one person has come through that door, and my guess is that not many more will in the time I'll be here (10:00 ( Read more... )

Don't you know I only call you in my moments of weakness? I only call after mid-morning naps where I have dreams that taunt me. It's not that I miss you, it's that you were a goal, and I failed. My dreams show me pictures of you, happy, with someone else, taunting me, toying with my heart some more. But you can't have my night time dreams. You can' ( Read more... )

I also like gusts of warm air, and help unpacking my clothing, cause I don't feel like it.

So I moved back to school. I'm sans computer, but it's ok because I have one here, at work. I like my job, even though it's kinda freezing all of the time down here, and I accidentally left my sweater upstairs, and I can't leave the desk until noon. It's a sad thing. My roomie isn't here, but I've spoken to her. I'm very hopeful, she sounds like ( Read more... )

This is super.. My favorite actor running for president. No shit guys.


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I definately got my insurance check yesterday evening. That's REALLY great. And it's for more than I thought it'd be for, too. Anna and Sue came in to work this evening to give me pictures of Chris and I before he left for Germany, and they hung out for a while, and Anna's the cutest thing I've ever seen. Grace was fantastic for me today, which is ( Read more... )

'm feelin MUCH better. I don't know why. Last night I still had a few pangs of anger and dismay, but you know, it really hasn't been that long. We've sorta been off and on all summer, so this past time just made it final. Poor boy just doesn't know what he wants. And that's ok, because if he doesn't KNOW he wants me, then I don't want someone that ( Read more... )

I go back to school soon. I should put in my notice at Sakura, and I still need to get my things from mom's house. My car is also broken, and I am pretty much giving up hope that it will ever work. Tuition is due on August 2nd, and I'm not sure how it's going to be taken care of. I cry myself to sleep every night, and I'm more miserable than I ( Read more... )