i could have studied, and i could have passed...but i got high.
badummmdummdumdoodada

:)

end.

I like how relate-able songs become to someone when you are in love with them. it is funny but nice.

although i love to party and so forth, i really miss talking to people in ways that make sense and mean things. I want to learn things from other people. I feel like this used to be harder for me as an immature reaction or defensiveness of mine was to believe i knew and understood everything. i do not. I want to bounce ideas around, or even hear ( Read more... )

fuck the bullshit i want to drink wine and smoke a joint every night with my best friends and wake up next to my baby in the morning.

i don't know what they were talking about when they said distance makes the heart grow fonder.

busy busy busy busy busy busy so busy all the time.

but good, i think. yeah, good.

also art history is amaazing. the hardest class i've ever had, but amazing.

i don't love school,
but i loove the family. becca's apartment makes me so happy. spending way too much time doing ridiculous things with koki and sonya. Those days are the most fabulous.

he kisses me in my sleep, how great is that.

I'm sinking like a stone in the sea

i wish they didn't have to leave or i wish i didn't have to feel it. i wish he would miss me back. i want to burrow into sonyas suitcase.
i don't want to go through this again, its too hard on me.