I am at my parents house... after working thanksgiving and Dec 25 I am spending New Years and 3 Kings with family.

The past few weeks has been an emotional roller coaster and this is a much needed break. All is well in my own world of denial. I'm having fun now.

This off shift has thus far been characterized by small pieces of evidence that I am not mentally sound. If this continues, or if I were someone else, I would be concerned. As is, I view these last 3 days to be a series of momentary laps, not a definitive life course. I therefore plan to regroup and in the mean time sit back and laugh at my self ( Read more... )

So… I moved to Utah even though I am still gay. Now I am just lonely and gay. I might make an effort to meet another gay person someday, but for now it is just me ( Read more... )

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So I didn't go to a movie for a much needed break because of colleget. Then I somehow failed to go to colleget. I am an idiot ( Read more... )

Lacrosse is cool! We have lost every game but I have never cared about that. The cool thing is, other people on the team don’t seem to care either! So we have fun ( Read more... )

A lot has happened in my life but before I get back to my thesis I think everyone should be aware that Dean Van Vechten would like you to know that not all men are violent and that violence can also be committed by women. He personally intends on keeping Wells a safe environment for all and that he takes all incidences seriously regardless of the ( Read more... )

The panel is tomorrow and I am stressed but not as stressed as I was. There are as always some last minute shit. I am concerned that one of my co-panelist is not stressed. When I questioned she explained to me how nothing bad could happen, then at the ended expressed that she would knock out someone's tooth if they were obnoxious enough to say ( Read more... )