ok so i'm kinda freaking out.

[lilalli]

Basically everything is working out at iup and all thats really left for me to do is move in. 
I'm just so nervous about the whole thing. I'm not looking forward to being so far away from home. It's not the whole being out of the house thing that scares me cuz  I think i'm def. gunna be able to handle that lol..its just i've made so many great

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[so_vianna_says]

I don't think you're making a mistake. IUP seems perfect for you, & if things are meant to be, they'll happen.

:]♥♥

[lilalli]

thanks vbf.
love you <3

[cuckin_frazy]

al i'd love to grab coffee with you sometime and talk about this but all i can say is that you shouldn't look at going so far away as a burden when its a good thing. sure you'll be homesick, but its all the new experiences, friends, boys, and basically family that you'll learn to adjust to. think about when you moved from long island, im sure you didnt want to move, but now that you're here you're as happy as can be. think about all the oppurtunities you would have missed if you never moved ( matt, your friends, music). its what life throws at you that you have to be accept and be happy about. keep your head up because your starting a new chapter in life. and you'll be fine, trust me.

[lilalli]

we say it all the time but i really would like to grab coffee with you too.
yea yur right...i was really against moving but it turned out to be one of the best things thats happened to me...so i guess yur right.
thanks mol

[polka_dot_220]

I'm terrified too.
Granted, I don't know for sure that I'm going to Penn State, but there's a good chance.
& I'm scared it's not right.
I'm even scared that my first choice (NYU) isn't right.
I think we're just afraid of the change... & it makes sense.
But I also think it's normal & that it definitely doesn't mean you're making a mistake.
Just try it out; I think you owe yourself that much.
& I really think you'll love it when you get there. :]

[lilalli]

ugh yur right..its def. the change thats scary. i'm just gunna hafta keep pushin myself to do it..we'll make it lol =)

[o_live_juice]

I feel like I could relate to almost every single thing you're feeling here.

I know you'll be fine. And more importantly, you are fine: This is all very normal. I promise.
♥

[lilalli]

thanks so much <3 its great to hear other people feel the same way