There's something about the night. It brings out my deepest darkest feelings. Feelings that are shoved away during the day. Feelings that I try to ignore. Feelings that have no power during the day. At, night they haunt me. I fear the time when the lights go off now. It is then that everything that troubles me try to find its way out somehow. I ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!! W00000000T!

Thanks to kitty and Sarah for making me smile so much this birthday. It means a lot to me. Thanks guys. You're awesome!!!! *HUGS*

Wow, only one more day til my birthday. Darn, has it been a crappy week! But I feel better now. The thing is that as long as i'm not at home I don't feel that bad. I mean I still feel pretty bad no matter where I am but being home with the atmosphere that is it just makes me feel ten times worse. My laughs and smiles are more geniune ( Read more... )

About a week ago, I asked a question. Why the hell do I get so down sometimes? Well, now I think I know the answer. I laid in bed one night and started to really think about my current life. Then I said to myself, "Man, my life sucks. It's no wonder I get so down." I tried as hard as I can to make the best of what I got and live a happy life ( Read more... )

There is something wrong with me. There is something seriously wrong with me. I know that there is something wrong in my life. Heck, everything in my life right now is going wrong. There isn't one aspect of this life that is going the way I had wanted them to. But I hadn't accounted me. There is something wrong with me ( Read more... )

I think I am officially going insane. If a few years from now you see me in a nuthouse, don't be surprise. You see, I have no idea what is going on with me or everything else around me anymore. Nothing seems to help my situation. The worst of it is that I can't do anything to change or even run away from it. What a girl to do ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the six months mark since my mom's death. It was just six months but it seemed like an eternity ago ( Read more... )

It rained yesterday, during the silence of the night. I woke up to a fresh morn. The dampness in the air filled my whole soul with an indescribable feeling ( Read more... )

=( this quiz thingy is so mean

How long ago was it ( Read more... )