uh, sorry for the last entry. i just read it and threw up in my mouth a little. again, sorry for all those people who read it and then slit their wrists.

i hate everything. why's it so messed up? why is it like the war in iraq? people only hear about how great it's benefitting everyone, but really, it sucks major for everyone involved. why don't people see that side? and what's all the fluff? can't people just handle the truth? it would be better than misconceptions.

i will briefly quote one of my new favorite brand new songs (lisa c. please don't die from a sudden attack of emo-ness.)
'i will lie awake
and laugh before
i fake the way i hold you
let you fall for
every empty word i say.'

excellent. i also went home un poquito sick. i hope i snap out of it or just get to miss tommorrow. blah. good mood

okay, feeling much better after seeing and hearing from friends who actually care. i love you guys!

So, where do I begin? Basically, everything sucks. I can't even possibly cover everything with this entry, but i will plainly leave it at that...almost. You know what hurts the most? When no one but your parents call you and you look at your records of received calls on your phone and it's all 'mom', 'dad', 'home', and the occasional kate. that's ( Read more... )

when is grey's anatomy on next? and on what channel?

guess who's got a $7/hr. job at marshalls starting monday? yah, it's me. i'm cool.

so, i applied to marshall's today because they're hiring and i want to work there. no offense red lobster. but think about it this way. if i get hired, i'll be right next door. but even more right next door to my bank. money makes the world go round.

okay, i'm over it. and out of it. i just took a random three hour nap and feel like i've missed a day or something. i hate that.o, and i had a dream that i had drugged kate in another dream and thrown her in the river, but had learned to suck up the guilt and she came back to life anyway, but she wasn't herself. Then, i guess i drugged ricky too ( Read more... )

i hate santaluces so fucking much for being good in everything.