Ok, Tom I appreciate that u care about me..But im just not ready. u really r an awesome guy..but sweetie can u plz stop posting entries in my journal.

Im getting all emotional. I feel like im loosing the only person i can really talk 2.. blah. i hate this shit. we're not as close as we used 2 b..it makes me sad...

I've decided to unblock all of my private journal entries so everybody can c how miserable i used 2 b and compare how happy i am now ( Read more... )

Dear Alexandra,

Thank you for your application to Southern Illinois University Edwardsville. After careful review, I am pleased to inform you that you have been approved for admission to the University. Please accept my sincere congratulations.

YAY!! Another college acceptance. Im so happy!!!

Dear Alexandra,

I am pleased to inform you of your acceptance to Western Illinois University for the Fall 2006 term.

O gosh. What a relief. Im so happy!!! =]

Fun weekend. I don't feel like typing everything though. Sunday was fun as hell. Michelle and Kitty came over then we went to Bobby's house and hung out w/ him and Dan. Fun stuff. HaHa, i have my camera from like 4 weeks ago so we took pictures. After that Michelle, Kitty, and I went to Steak and Shake where we saw Catherine Chung. After that we ( Read more... )

So it's official. Nathan and I broke up 4 good. It hurts, but I mean what am i suppose 2 do about it? I just hope that everything goes well 4 him. Im proud of him. As 4 me? I'm gonna b sure 2 go out as much as possible so I don't stay in my room and cry and dwell upon it. It sux that we're broken up, but yeh..it's 4 the best..I guess. Everything ( Read more... )

Laguna sucked 2night. They should have focused more on what was going on w/ LC and Jason. O well though, she's a strong girl. seriously. knowing my ass if a guy were 2 apologize like that i probably would have taken him back, and im sure there r a lot more girls out there that would 2. even if u won't admit 2 it. But she's strong, good 4 her. At ( Read more... )

it's funny how i just said all this nice shit about Nathan and no less then like 20 mins im fuckin pissed off 2 the damn extreme and can't even think of 1 positive thing 2 say about him. wow, wtf. what a phone call can do 2 a person. no, not even just that. it's what NATHAN does. Im sick of this bullshit, Im sick and tired of all of it. I don't ( Read more... )

Nathan is leaving for trade school next Tuesday. Im frickin depressed as hell. Im gonna miss him so much. Im gonna write him everyday. Hopefully we'll still b able 2 talk on the phone a lot. Im excited 2 give him his going away present. I put a lot of effort into that shit!!! HaHa

i bet u anything that he breaks up w/ me after i give him these CDs..it's funny how he can go from like putting me down and telling me how bad of a person i am 2 telling me 2 make him CDs. im sick of feeling this way. ..