... again you search for what had gone wrong, realising only after too long that it was not your fault. It was nobody's fault actually. Sometimes, feelings are gone. You finally are able to put the past behind you and forget, but sudden flashbacks and chanced-meetings reignite the dead flames and you wonder and you worry. Your heart is willing but ( Read more... )

You Are 92% Evil


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Please don't believe me when I say I'm ok
Look a little deeper, for the words that I can't say
I'm too small to stand alone, I'm desperate for a friend
Help me learn to trust someone again
Don't leave me, please don't believe me

I've got these words, stuck in my throat ( Read more... )

Wednesday I feel better, just for spite.

Tuesday I get a little sideways

...except for Monday which was never good anyway...

Well we finally have a working car in the house again. After over a month of having to hike 3 miles to work and then 3 more back, Dustin's car is running again. Thank the gods. All this worry about it costing way too much for us, and it ended up only costing $30. Fucking transmissions I tell ya. So at least I don't have to be even more miserable ( Read more... )

Someone once told me to never give up on the things that make me smile. My response then was that I don't, they give up on me. Sadly, that still seems to hold true today ( Read more... )

Fucking job... I'm scheduled a whole 14 hours this week.... Centax needs to get their asses in gear!