Dreamin of.. him!

[lilbubblesx]

Well, last night was not the best not of dreaming.. well it kinda of was.. For some reason, I was dreaming of Michael and me exactly going to his house but it was so much better than I imagined it to be. He gave me a letter with all these girly drawn red hearts on the enlevope and it said I love you Shaundra and all these different stuff. It made

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[lightrocket]

:-p Shaundra, I've never tried "erasing" you from my life. I've never even thought of it. Life isn't something you can use white out on. I did want to break contact from you at points, but that was because my feelings were hard to deal with when you were around and we weren't together.

I've tried a number of things to deal with my feelings, but I've never tried erasing them or the history around them.

And I sort of don't talk to you anymore because you blocked me...Or switched your S/N's, or something.

Well..

[lilbubblesx]

I just didn't know.. ok, so yes I blocked you because I didn't want you to see me on and have to worry about me anymore.. I wanted to..help by erasing myself from your life. I know I have not been the best person to you, ever really, and that's why I blocked you for so long. I am trying to better myself in more ways than I can handle. I wish not for us to throw away .. mm 3 years of knowing each other.. because like you said.. I can't just white our life.. I remember, and never forget.. anything really.. Well, hopefully, we can keep things.. half sane..