Well.. today wasn't totally terrible but it was pretty bad. *Sighs to herself* Well exactly, I lost my glasses so I couldn't see shit all day long first off. And I was late for school and they put me in the "holding cell." until the next period. You can't go to class late here. Ontop of that I was sore from whatever the hell I was doing the day ( Read more... )

I have been a bit depressed the last ..well, since last night anyway. I found out alot of shit last night. First off, Dan, pissed me off yesterday with his girlfriend and whatever so I'm like screw him. Anyway, I get on my seductive name and then I find out Justin has a girlfriend .. oo, this didn't end well. He lied about everything. The only ( Read more... )

Well, last night was one of the greatest nights I have had in a while. Alright, my friend invited me to her belated birthday party. Once again I was the only darky there, which I don't mind. My friends love me anyway. ^_^. Well, first I got off work, asking my mom where is my money from my check and she's like what money. I'm like mom, where is my ( Read more... )

Well, today has been interesting. I have been upset because *ahem* it's that time of month and I'm having terrible moodswings. They are awful this month, more than the last. Well, I was pretty upset today. The first periods were fine but when I got in Japanese, I saw Allie and I'm not very close to Allie anymore. She seems to flirt with Spencer ( Read more... )

If you looked into the mind of a teenage girl who knows too much for own good, a girl who tries to fit in, a girl who is an original outcast, what would you find? I am black. I am an African American, but am I proud to say that..? Am I proud to say.. I am black. Will I tell you that I'm mixed to hide the pain of shame and disgrace of my race? Or am ( Read more... )

Well.., Ok I lied when I said I was over Kerry. -_- Everyday I sit here, wondering what the hell happened to him, is he already, did he commit suicide, why doesn't he call me, why can't he call me, did he break up with me for another girl, etc. The list is endless. I sent him messages from my phone to his mom's phone. He never called... His home ( Read more... )

Well Kerry and I got into an argument Sunday night as everyone has heard. Well, I have been calling him like mad because I wanted us to make up and such. He finally answered the phone and I was sooooo happy to hear from him.. but he wasn't happy to hear me. I told him I was sorry and stuff. He said I know but I can't do it. And I'm like .."can't do ( Read more... )

Well, this is my new journal now. I was tired of the old one. Plus I like bubbles.. *Pop!* Anyway, I'm hope everyone still comes and reads it whenever they like. Today, has been mentally and emotionally heartbreaking. I said a few words to Kerry and now I'm afraid we may be no more, sadly. After knowing him for almost two years and going out with ( Read more... )