Somehow I knew today was going to be a rotten day and was I ever right ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here half buzzed, drinking a bicardi and smoking a cigarette. Tonight was decent I guess. I laughed an awful lot. Ok so it was better than I expected. I saw Skrippy...I walked right past him and then Marc mentioned that he was 3 tables away from us (we went to play pool at Guys and Dolls) so I had to say hi ( Read more... )

I hate when I wake up and think of Andy. I get this strange feeling in the pit of my stomach like there's something I can do to get him to come back to me...but in reality, there's not a damn thing I could do or say to even get him to CONSIDER making up his mind NOW.

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now ( Read more... )

Things have been getting really shitty lately. Andy hasn't tried calling me or anything. I called him on Vday to show him I was still thinking about him. I'm trying really hard to give him the time and space he needs, but it's literally killing me inside. I tried to go out and have fun with my friends...and I've had an amazingly awesome time, but ( Read more... )

Ok so I went up Andy's house Thursday nite thinking he would be there bc his car broke down. So I had Jeff take me up there and he wasn't there but I ended up passing out on the bed. So I woke up around 11 and his dad wasn't home so I passed out for another hour. When I woke up, I went out to play with Missy (Andy's dog) and his dad came home and ( Read more... )

Ok so here I am at 6:32am wondering what Andy is up to. I know he's probably on his way to "A"'s house right now to pick her and her sibling up for school. I'm wondering if he is going to stop by and take me up to the house later on...not too much later though. I'm exhausted. I haven't been to bed yet and I'm tired as hell ( Read more... )

Ok so I have come to a conclusion. I need to talk to Andy face to face about this too ( Read more... )

Ok so me and Andy dicussed this. We're only taking a break from each other for a little while. We were definitely fighting too much. But today was an okay day I guess, Andy got me so stoned. It was GREAT. Sunday night was pretty cool too. Me and Andy went over Travis's house. Me, Andy, Travis, Annette (Travis's girlfriend), and Tom (Travis's friend ( Read more... )

Wow, when was the last time I actually updated? lol ( Read more... )