i am scared of change.

september 4th is suddenly seeming all too soon.

save me from the impending future.

Eek!

hehe <3

i am a dumb person.

flaw that i have come to hate the most: not thinking before reacting. gets me into too much trouble and pain. too often i overreact about something i don't care about when i think about it.

i hate this feeling.

i am happy it's fixed though. i hope to cure this flaw someday.

lots of fun stuff to look forward to:

.nyc
.canoe trip
.blue man group
.orientation
.FLORIDA/DISNEY yay yay
.hiking trip
.my bday

now that the whole rest of my summer is planned out, it seems like it will end much too soon. i want it to go by realllllly slow and be really fun.

makes me sad thinking about the end of the summer.

:(

i do not like the fact that my mother is disorganized and forgets things. i just found some paperwork for a loan from northeastern on the desk in the office that says it was due last week. now because no one bothered to inform me of it, or look at the deadline, i might not get the loan. although that does not really effect me directly, because i am ( Read more... )

i am tired and i do not know why. i was tired all morning, then my drive home from jamie's made my tiredness turn into grouchiness. it took soooo long to get home because of traffic, stupid tourists, and idiot drivers. it made me angry. newburyport annoys me a lot when there are tourists here because they act like retards ( Read more... )

getting wait-listed is like the worst double-whammy you can get.

way for me not to get into any college that i want to go to.

and for me to get my hopes up that i could.

grr.

at the moment i am not really looking forward to college. at least i know where i'm going now though. woo.

this storm is awesome.

i am sleeeepy. i stayed up much too late last night because i got home from work late and was stressing about my calc test today. (i think it went okay ( Read more... )

My Dress (the white/ivory one)

My Dress: another view (the white/ivory one)

it looks a lot prettier in person, and it looks a little different on me then on this girl.

yay.