I'M SO CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this weekend was good.  i got to spend a lot of time w/ brandon...  yay!  friday we went over to his friends house and his g/f was so mean to me!  i hate when girls are bitches for no reason.  i can get along w/ anyone but geez!  im starting to feel really worthless...  i think im going to start volunteering again while i have time...  i would like ( Read more... )

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so by the time i got to uab it was flooding outside so basically i didnt make it to class. today hasnt been the greatest but i guess i cant complain. i have a new obsession w/ strawberry poppyseed salads from panera bread. i have been craving one all day and i finally went to get one and when i get it home i realize theres no chicken on it! ( Read more... )

i have to leave for class soon and i havent got a shower... i think my boyfriend is upset w/ me. i wish he would call so i would quit having this sick feeling! ugh! i dont wanna go to class!!! i finally went for a consoltation about my nose job. im soooo excited! hopefully i will be getting it very soon! yay! maybe then i wont be so self ( Read more... )

its pouring rain outside.  why does this always happen on the days i have somewhere to be?  and now i dont have an umbrella b/c mine broke on the way to class last wednesday.  i refuse to even buy another one b/c everytime i do it gets broke so screw it!  i'll just go for the wet look.  ha.  i tried to lay out today b/c im losing my tan but i only ( Read more... )

i freakin' hate pms!!  i have been such a beotch the past few days!  and i cant stop crying...  im crying about EVERYTHING!  i hate feeling like this.  ive been really mean to brandon too...  why am i an idiot?!  hes so patient w/ me...  i couldnt ask for anything more.  i need to get my mood swings under control before i really screw things up.  i ( Read more... )

this past weekend was fantabulous! i spent sat. night through tuesday w/ brandon and i loved every minute of it! too bad it rained on memorial day... that really sucked! but we still made the best of it! today was horrible though. i started astronomy class and it was sooo boring. our professor wasnt even there so some other guy filled in and ( Read more... )

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own a home.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've done something illegal.
009. I've watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a relationship.
012. I ( Read more... )