i feel like the black sheep of the family... i guess i always have. it sucks having to walk on eggshells around the people you should trust the most. i dont like that feeling at all. why do you think i come home to sleep and thats about it? i pay my rent and i dont bother anyone, i mind my own business. there are so many things i would like to say ( Read more... )

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it seems as if every moment i get to myself, i can do nothing but think. things ive never thought about before, things i think about constantly, things that have just stuck in my head that i forgot about and worked its away around to find me again. i would like some peace of mind... just for a little bit. i want to clear my head. i try to think of ( Read more... )

it hasnt even been 10 minutes since ive woken up and i already feel miserable. all i can do is think about stupid pointless shit and it just keeps coming and coming. sometimes i wish i never open myself up to people. no matter what, whether its my fault or someone elses, it always ends same. at the end of the day i always feel alone. i always feel ( Read more... )

i got these done after work tonight. (see picture below).


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i wish i meant more to you.

saturday i got my outline done. this saturday i go back and get it finished and colored. i am so excited. i love her already and shes not even finished yet. its going to look wonderful. its by Gil Elvgren, one of the most important pin-up artists of the twentieth century. i love his work. i want to name her, but i dont know what yet. Her name is ( Read more... )