I just found this piece o' SHIT poem I wrote on my LJ like a year and a half ago. I want to post it but the humiliation that would result is just too much to bear
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I hate myself, I hate the way I react to things, I hate how I can't say what I want to say, I hate how I push people away, I hate how I'm making the very thing I'm afraid of happen by being a complete RETARD, I hate how I'm acting CRAZY when all I want is to just be happy, and I hate how I'm practically ruining it by being ALL OF THE ABOVE.