**lonely**

[lildevildude]

So, I think I'm just gonna give up on trying to have a relationship with her

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[jacks_axem]

:( that's sad.

[lildevildude]

The sad part is that I won't actually do it.
I seem to be wrapped around her. and for what?
nothing.

I just don't know what to do with myself anymore...

~Spense~

[lildevildude]

To add onto that, yes, it is quite sad.
I would cry right now because I'm alone, but then I'd tell all of you about it and you would know, so....I have to stay chipper.
What the fuck is up with me?!
Since when do I say I'm going to cry over a girl who has shown no real interest in me. She has now said that she likes and dislikes me at times. Other than that however, I see nothing there.
Why do I care so much?
How many other girls could I fawn over?
Why did it have to be this one?

~Spense~

[lildevildude]

God I hate myself.
If no one else gets depressed by that, at least I do.

~Spense~

P.S.I'm a fuckin' pity whore. pity me pleeze! I need joo pity! Sumbody kill me please.